Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Volume 2, No. 12, May, 1851.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Volume 2, No. 12, May, 1851.
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
Nelly accompanied me to my sister's home; and fairyland seemed opening
to my view when I embraced Gabrielle once more. What a pleasant home it
was!--a cottage not much larger than the one I had left--but how
different! Elegance and comfort were combined; and when I saw the rare
exotics in the tasteful conservatory I remembered the roses in our
wilderness. Ah, I doubt if we ever valued flowers as we did those
precious dewy buds. Wood End Cottage stood on the brow of a hill,
commanding a fair prospect of sylvan quietude; the old Parsonage was
adjacent, inhabited by a bachelor curate, "poor and pious," the church
tower peeping forth from a clump of trees. The peal of soft bells in
that mouldering tower seemed to me like unearthly music: my heart
thrilled as I heard their singular, melancholy chime. There were fine
monuments within the church, and it had a superb painted window, on
which the sun always cast its last gleams during the hours of
summer-evening service.
My brother-in-law, Mr. Thomas Erminstoun, was paler and thinner than
when I had seen him last, and I was shocked and alarmed at his
appearance. His love for Gabrielle amounted to idolatry; and for her
sake he loved and cherished me. She was colder and haughtier in manner
than ever, receiving passively all the devoted tenderness lavished by
her husband: this pained me sadly; for though he was assuredly simple,
there was an earnest truthfulness and kindliness about him, which won on
the affections amazingly. He would speak to me of Gabrielle by the hour
together, with ever-increasing delight; we both marveled at her
surpassing beauty, which each week became more angelic and pure in
character.
On me alone all my sister's caresses were bestowed; all the pent-up love
of a passionate nature found vent in my arms, which were twined around
her with strange enthusiastic love; therefore it was, her faults
occasioned me such agony--for I could not but see them--and I alone, of
all the world, knew her noble nature--knew what she "might have been." I
told her that I expected to have found her cheerful, now she had a happy
home of her own.
"Happy! cheerful!" she cried, sadly. "A childhood such as mine was,
flings dark shadows over all futurity, Ruth."
"Oh, speak not so, beloved," I replied; "have you not a good husband,
your error mercifully forgiven? are you not surrounded by blessings?"
"And dependent," she answered, bitterly
"But dependent on your husband, as the Bible says every woman should
be."
"And my husband is utterly dependent on his father, Ruth; he has neither
ability nor health to help himself, and on his father he depends for our
bread. I have but exchanged one bondage for another; and all my hope is
now centred in you, dearest, to educate you--to render you independent
of this cold, hard world."
"Why, Gabrielle," I said, "you are not seventeen yet--it is not too
late, is it, for you also to be educated?"
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