Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Families -- England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
for the interruptions of illness to which she was subject, for her
tremblings and nervous terrors, in short, for being a woman and his
wife. Their life together had contained scarcely an element of beauty or
happiness of any kind. She had remained with him by force of
circumstances, because it had never occurred to her as possible that she
could do anything else. In these days people did not think of obtaining
relief from the special burdens of their lives, or of throwing them off.
A woman who had a bad or unkind husband endured him, as she would in all
likelihood have endured a constitutional ailment, as a thing to be
concealed from others as much as possible and made the best of, without
seeking after doctors or medicines. It was a cross which had been put
upon her to bear. She had happened badly in the lottery of life, drawn a
bad number, an unhappy lot; but now there was nothing for it but to lie
upon the bed that had been made for her, and to cut her coat according
to her cloth.
And thus life had gone on for five-and-thirty years. The number of
miseries that can be borne in that time is incalculable, as wonderful as
the tenacity with which human nature can support them, and rise every
morning to a consciousness of them, yet go on all the same, scarcely
less vigorous, in some cases more vigorous, than those to whom existence
is happiness. No one in the White House was happy after the age of
childhood, but nobody minded much except the mother, who had this
additional burden to bear that the expectation of at least some future
happiness in her children, never died out of her. Perhaps being no wiser
than her neighbours she missed some legitimate if humble happiness,
which she might have had, by not understanding how much real strength
and support might have been found in the stout and homely affection of
her eldest daughter, who was not in the least like her, and did not
understand her, nor flatter her with any sympathy, yet who stood
steadfastly by her and shielded her, and furthered her wishes when they
could be divined, with a friendly, half compassionate, sometimes
impatient support. But Joan had been critical from her very cradle,
always conscious of the “fuss” which her mother only became conscious of
making when she saw it in the half-mocking question in her children’s
eyes. No, Mrs. Joscelyn would have said to herself, Joan was a good
girl--though it seemed a misnomer to call her a girl, so mature as she
was, in some indefinable way older than her mother--a good girl; but not
one that was like her, or understood her, or knew what she meant.
Perhaps Harry might, if she could get any good of him, if she did not
always live in terror of a deadly quarrel between him and his father
which would drive her last boy from the house; and Liddy, little Liddy
would--no doubt Liddy would when she came back from her school. But all
her other children had been Joscelyns, not one of them like her. She was
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