Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Families -- England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
Meanwhile Mrs. Joscelyn walked up and down wringing her hands. The room
was not very light. There were two candles on the table; but it was the
brilliant glow of the fire which lit up the space in front, throwing a
ruddy reflection even into the darkness of the corners. She paced all
the length of the room, crossing periodically the bar of brighter light.
She was rather tall, but stooped, her shoulders coming together with the
ceaseless movement of her hands. Harry had put his hand into hers and
vowed to her that he would avoid all subjects of quarrel, that he would
give to his father the soft answer that turns away wrath. But, alas! he
must have broken his word. It was not the first time nor the thirtieth
time; but she felt astonished and disappointed as if up to that moment
all promises had been kept to her. She was one who could not get used to
suffering. It was as intolerable to her after so many years of it, so
many pangs, as if she had lived the life of a spoilt child up to that
moment and never known what contradiction was. The sound of the voices
in the next room seemed to pierce into her heart. When they rose louder
than usual she would give a low cry. Sometimes she stood still for a
moment to hear the better, sometimes she spoke half to Joan, half to
herself.
“I think I must go in--I must go in, I can’t let them go on like this.
What if they were to lift their hands to each other, father and son, oh!
father and son,” and then she made a sudden impulsive step towards the
door; but paused again with a convulsive pressure together of her worn
hands.
“Let them alone mother,” said Joan, “what good could you do? Only turn
both of them upon yourself.”
“I know, I know,” moaned the poor lady. Then she stopped in the middle
of the light. “Oh!” she said, raising her arms with a gesture which
would have been theatrical had it not been so real, “oh! what have I
done, what have I done that I can never have peace in my house?”
Joan never took her eyes from this moving figure, but the long grey
stocking jerked and turned round in her hands, and the needles twinkled
without intermission.
“You expect too much,” she said; “bless me! there’s quarrels in all
houses, and lads go wrong, and all sorts of things happen. Girls too,
which is worse. We should be thankful nothing of that kind has happened
to us. If Will and Tom have been a little wild in their time they’ve
settled down; and I’ve always behaved myself. You have a deal to be
thankful for, mother. As for sons at home when the father is a hale man
like father, they’re always quarrelling. What young fellows want is
their own way. Father’s too young to manage Harry, he’s too strong and
likely, just as good a man as any of them. That’s my opinion; so are you
a deal too young. Bless me, you’re not a bit older than I am. If I
wasn’t so steady I shouldn’t like it, I’d rather have an old wife that
would give in to me and admire me, whatever I did--”
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