Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Harry Joscelyn; vol. 1 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Families -- England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
He could not think what had happened. He walked back a little and
contemplated the place, which now looked as if a hood had been drawn
over the upper part, leaving that uncomfortable light below. Now that he
was standing still, Harry felt the chill of the night air, which had
been agreeable to him before. He began to stamp with his feet to keep
them warm, and to attract, if possible, the notice of his mother. What
did she mean by paying no attention? She had always heard him before he
came near the house, always been ready for him before he reached the
door. If she had not accustomed him to this, Harry thought, he would
have found some other way of getting admission, though he scarcely knew
how; and he grew impatient, and very much annoyed and angry with her. To
keep him waiting out here at midnight in the cold; it was out of the
question! what could she be thinking of? At the same time, he did not
want to rouse his father, and run the risk of another encounter. To meet
a woman’s reproaches, who is silenced if you speak a little loud, and
is pretty sure to cry at the end, is one thing--but to meet a furious
man is quite another. The first risk was not worth taking the trouble to
avoid, but Harry felt that it was certainly wiser to keep clear of the
other. He had no desire, accordingly, to arouse the house; but at the
same time, to be left standing there, chilled to the bone, was out of
the question. After he had walked about for a time, impatiently, but
with some precaution, he went so far as to knock at the door. There was
no bell, nor if there had been one would he have ventured to ring it,
for a bell is alarming, pealing into the silence of a shut up house. His
soft knocking, however, did no more good than his other attempts to make
himself heard. What could it mean? He got colder and colder externally,
while within him his temper kindled. What did she mean by leaving him in
the lurch? If a mother was good for anything, surely it was to keep her
son out of trouble, to shield him from another quarrel. She made fuss
enough about the quarrel when it occurred, but now she was allowing
things to take their chance, letting that happen as ill-luck directed,
nay, bringing the quarrel on, her son felt, indignantly; for if she had
never made a practice of opening to him, probably he would not have made
a practice of going out, and would not have exposed himself to the
storm, which was sure to come now. The moonlight stole away by degrees
even from the lower windows, putting out one reflection after another,
and disappearing at last with a sinister twinkle, as if of triumph.
Though the moonlight had seemed the quintessence of cold and dreariness,
yet the blackness of night seemed still colder and drearier after it was
gone. He seemed to have been hours standing before that door: and it was
out of the question! he would not bear it any longer, happen what might.
He began to knock loudly, filling all the dreary echoes with sound; but
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