Harry Muir : $b A story of Scottish life, vol. 2 (of 3) — John Shaqi
Harry Muir : $b A story of Scottish life, vol. 2 (of 3)Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Harry Muir : $b A story of Scottish life, vol. 2 (of 3)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Scotland -- Fiction
Poor Harry was utterly cast down, but his humiliation struggled with
a fierce irritability; and Lindsay never moved his paper, but his
companion felt the strongest impulse to snatch it from his hand, and
trample on it, as if the indifference, which could content itself with
a newspaper, while he was suffering thus, was a positive injury to him.
When he had finished breakfast, he remained still leaning his head
upon his hand, and idly brooding over the disordered table. He did not
feel any inclination to go out, he had indeed nothing present before
him, but a diseased image of himself overspread with blank despondency,
and clouded with rising ill-humour. He had never felt this so much
before; for always before he had to justify himself, or to melt in
sympathy with those tears of yearning love and pity which had been wept
over him so often. He scarcely had known till now how bitterly and
harshly the soul can condemn itself, alone.
“When you are at leisure, Mr. Muir,” said Lindsay, coldly, “I shall be
glad if you will accompany me to call on Dr. Allenders. He was here
last night, having received a note I wrote him from Edinburgh; and as
he did not see you then--”
“Of course, I am ready--of course,” said Harry, starting up hastily.
“It was impossible I could know when Dr. Allenders intended to call.
But I am quite at your command, Mr. Lindsay. Does this man mean to
dispute my claim?”
“This man is a person of the highest character,” said Lindsay, with his
stiff gravity. “Having seen the documents, he does not intend to put
any obstacle in your way, Mr. Muir. By the bye, I do not know whether
you mean to assume the name of the family which you succeed. It is not
a condition of the will certainly, but it was implied. Shall I present
you to the Doctor as Mr. Allenders?”
“No, no, not yet,” said the conscience-stricken Harry. “Not yet--not
to-day. No, no--let it be a better time.”
These words were spoken incoherently, but Lindsay understood them, and
his heart was softened.
They went out, and the conversation gradually became less constrained
and more familiar; but Harry painfully recognised the places which
he had passed during the ramble of the previous night, and vowed in
his heart, as the bright day without restored in some degree his
failing spirit and courage, that never more, never again, should these
inanimate things remind him of temptations yielded to, and resolutions
broken. Poor Harry! a very short time makes him as confident as ever;
and when they have reached the doctor’s door, he has again begun to
look forward fearlessly into the future, and to bring no self-distrust
or trembling out of the past.
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