Harry Muir : $b A story of Scottish life, vol. 3 (of 3)Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Harry Muir : $b A story of Scottish life, vol. 3 (of 3)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Scotland -- Fiction
Poor Rose! a hero and martyr to her own pride of womanliness, will
never tell what this blight is--never, if it should kill her--and
she thinks it will kill her, poor, simple heart! Since she heard
“it”--and she never describes to herself more definitely what it was
she heard--she has been in a maze, and never reasoned on it. She cannot
reason on it--we so seldom _think_, after all, either in our joys or
troubles--she only is aware of long trains of musings sweeping through
her mind, like dreams, which place her in the strangest connection
with Cuthbert and Cuthbert’s bride, and bring them continually in her
way; and she always assumes a sad dignity in her fancies, and will do
anything rather than have them believe that this moves her; and then
she tries to think of Harry, and of the family cares and expectations,
to rouse her from this stupor of her own; and getting sick with the
struggle--sick alike in body and in heart--lays down her head upon her
hands, and faintly weeps.
“Now, Lettie, come; they will wonder where we are,” said Rose; and
she dipped her hand in the little marble basin of the Lady’s Well, and
bathed her aching eyes. Lettie, with a visionary awe, bathed hers too,
as if it were an act of worship; and was very sad, in the depths of her
heart.
Rose was a bad dissembler. It was quite impossible to hide from any one
of them that she was very melancholy; but Harry saw less of the truth
than the rest, for Rose struggled valiantly to smile before Harry, and
to keep all her gloom concealed. He was a man, even though he was her
dearest brother. She would suffer anything before she would disclose
her heart to him.
Agnes, troubled and perplexed, not knowing whether to take notice of
Rose’s sorrow or not, paid her all manner of little tender attentions,
as if she had been ill. Martha, asking nothing--for Martha knew very
well that Cuthbert had broken no word, nor had ever definitely _said_
to Rose anything which could give grounds for this sadness--talked
to her sometimes of the common trials which common people bear and
overcome; sometimes awoke her out of a reverie, with a kind hand upon
her shoulder, and a quick word in her ear; employed her all day long
at something; watched her perpetually with a mother’s unwavering care;
but little Lettie, looking wistfully up, with her dark, melancholy
eyes--Lettie, who knew that Rose’s heart was “like to break,” and who
deserted all her play to sit beside her on the carpet, and press close
to her feet, and caress them softly with her hand--Lettie was perhaps
the best comforter of all.
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