"You know," he began, "there's a great deal of difference between _eating bitterness_ [Chinese idiom for 'suffering hardship'] and _eating loss_ [Chinese idiom for 'suffering the infringement of one's rights']. 'Eating bitterness' is easy enough. To go out with the preaching band, walk twenty or thirty miles to the place where you are to work, help set up the tent, placard the town with posters, and spend several weeks in a strenuous campaign of meetings and visitation--why, that's a thrill! Your bed may be made of a couple of planks laid on sawhorses, and you may have to eat boiled rice, greens, and beancurd three times a day. But that's just the beauty of it! Why, it's good for anyone to go back to the simple life! A little healthy 'bitterness' is good for anybody! "When I came to China," he continued, "I was all ready to 'eat bitterness' and like it. That hasn't troubled me particularly. It takes a little while to get your palate and your digestion used to Chinese food, of course, but that was no harder than I had expected. Another thing, however"--and he paused significantly--"_another thing_ that I had never thought about came up to make trouble. I had to 'eat loss'! I found that I couldn't stand up for my rights--that I couldn't even _have_ any rights. I found that I had to give them up, every one, and that was the hardest thing of all." * * * * * That missionary was right. On the mission field it is not the enduring of hardships, the lack of comforts, and the roughness of the life that make the missionary cringe and falter. It is something far less romantic and far more real. It is something that will hit you right down where you live. The missionary has to give up having his own way. He has to give up having any rights. He has, in the words of Jesus, to "deny himself." He just has to give up _himself_. Paul knew all about this. If you do not believe it, look at I Corinthians 9. "Have we no right to eat and to drink?" he asks. "Have we not a right to forbear working?... Nevertheless," he goes on, "we did not use this right.... Though I was free from all men, I brought myself under bondage to all, that I might gain the more" (vv. 4, 6, 12, 19). Paul, as a missionary, willingly gave up his rights for the sake of the Gospel. Are we ready to do the same? "But," someone will ask, "why should this be especially true for the _missionary_? What rights must be given up on the mission field that a consecrated Christian at home would not have to give up?" The following chapters picture some of them. CHAPTER 2 _The Right to What I Consider a Normal Standard of Living_ _"Have we no right to eat and to drink?"_--I Corinthians 9:4