“I hope you will write me a little every day, Hazel,” her mother said.
“It will be good practice for you. Mail the letters once or twice a
week, but write a little every day.”
“It will be like a diary,” said Hazel.
“Yes, dear.”
“And you’ll write often to me, Mother, won’t you?”
“I’ll write often, but you will write without waiting for an answer.
That will be your gift to me.”
The days were so full that Hazel had not much time to think of the
Southland to which she was going; but at odd minutes she questioned
what it might be like. She had traveled no further from Boston than
neighboring seashore resorts, and until her father’s death she had seen
little of any but refined people, white or colored.
“Charity,” she said, Friday night, “I’ve been saying good-bye to the
McGinnis’s baby. He is so dear and dimpled and rosy. Are there many
white babies South?”
“Sure,” answered Charity. “But don’t you have nothing to do with white
folks. There’s two kinds of white folks down there: those that hates
you and those that calls you ‘a cute little nigger.’ My mother says
that ain’t so, for she knows the first families of Virginia, but I
ain’t acquainted with ’em.”
“My father used to tell about white people near his home who were
nice,” said Hazel reflectively.
“Poor white trash, I guess. There ain’t any first families in Alabama.”
That night, before they went to bed, Hazel questioned her mother about
the white folks.
“Won’t they like me?” she said. “Will they call out ‘Nigger,’ the way
the boys on Shawmut Avenue do to Charity?”
“I don’t know, dear, I don’t know. Granny can help you about that,
not I. But I would not bother with them, Hazel. They go their way
and you go yours. On the steamer, in the train, at the church and at
school--everywhere you will be separated. Their world will not be your
world. Leave them alone.”
“I will remember,” Hazel said softly.
The kind world that she had known seemed slipping away from her. She
held her mother’s hand tight.
“I will be with the colored people,” she said, “and I will love Granny.”
“And when night comes, Hazel, remember we shall both be saying our
prayers to the same Father in Heaven. I shall ask him to bless you.”
“And I to bless you, Mother dear.”
“And when I look at the stars at night I shall know that the same stars
shine on you, only you will see the huge heavens and I shall only see a
piece from my city window.”
“And the stars shine on Father, too,” said Hazel. “I think he sees the
stars.”
With this thought she went to bed and, after a little, fell asleep, but
her mother lay awake the night long.
The last present came as they stood on the steamer. Mr. Perkins brought
it to her and demanded and received six hugs in thanks. It was a soft
woolen coat, blue outside and red within, finer than anything Hazel had
ever owned.
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