Paul hastily removed his eyes from her countenance. "Just so," he said,
"very naturally." But, though indignant on the girl’s behalf, he felt
he could not justly blame Digby Travers for this.
"And everything he says has two or more meanings," Hazel continued
impatiently. "Now, when _you_ say, ’Is it not a glorious day?’ you
mean: is it not a glorious day?" She paused.
"And what does Digby mean?" Paul asked quietly, the while feeling he
should like to demand the answer from Travers himself.
"I don’t quite know," Hazel answered, troubled. "He seems to think that
he and I have reasons for thinking it much more glorious than other
people. But I must go up to mother," she added, rising, "I cannot keep
him waiting long, and—and I feel better, now that I have told you."
Left to himself, Paul paced up and down in deep thought. Did not
Hazel’s confidence in him authorise him to speak to young Travers? Yet
no; Digby would not admit the authority—would ask a much greater right
than that of a friend—nay, of a mere acquaintance, as he would probably
pronounce Paul, who in the jealousy of his heart sought to keep others
from the girl’s side, to take away from him, Digby Travers, and from all
men other than himself, Paul Charteris, the natural right of trying for,
and the gladsome chance of obtaining, the affections of Hazel Le
Mesurier. No, he must let matters take their course. He could but
advise the girl to cut short her visit, should she suffer any discomfort
more marked than heretofore. He would remind her that it was not
incumbent upon her to put up with any discomfort whatsoever—that she
need not consider herself selfish, or fear that she was wanting in
strength to endure, for wishing to return home, and in acting upon that
wish; for in such wise, he knew, would Hazel take herself to task: she
would resist such weakness, as she would deem it, with all the power of
her strong little nature—suffering much, that others should not suffer
little, as was her wont. He would counsel her to tell her mother of
Digby’s importunities, should they become difficult to her own
management, or trouble her unduly.
Soon! ah, soon, he might win the right to shield her himself—Paul’s
pulses stirred at the thought, his heart warmed within him—the right of
lover and true knight. Soon, soon. As yet she was a trustful,
affectionate child, at an age when a few months only of patient waiting,
of wholesome self-restraint, might see her blossom into a loving woman,
forced thereto by the very strength and warmth of his unspoken love,
even as a bud expands to a flower in the eloquent ardour of perpetual
and encompassing sunshine, however mute and unvoiced that sunshine
perforce must be.
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