One not born a vagabond in heart can never understand a vagabond’s love
for the open places, for absolute freedom, to go where he wants, see
what he wants, work when he wants. To a vagabond an office is
intolerable, the accumulation of dollars, grinding another man to gain a
petty advance for oneself, utterly uninspiring, conventionality, the
ceaseless humdrum round of existence as a clerk at ten per, revolting.
Following step by step in the well-worn, beaten path, where no man dares
step aside lest he be jeered at, where none dares fall, lest he be
pushed from the road and another take his place, where all think alike,
look alike, act alike, spending one’s days in an office, bent over a
littered, dusty, shabby desk, one’s nights at some cheap play-house,
seeking to find an outlet for the battered nerves, for the ceaseless
strain of the day by stupefying the senses with some garish parody of
life, is not living to a vagabond. He is willing to work if the work is
a part of himself, a development of that clamorous ego that must find
peace in the open, in the physical side of existence. If he is born
rich, he will become a traveler, a mountain climber, an aviator; if
poor, a tramp, and the Watermelon was born poor.
For the last few years his feet had followed his errant will, now here,
now there. He was impervious to hardship while he could wander as he
wished, indifferent to good clothes when the price was eight hours a day
spent in a stuffy office, bent, round-shouldered, hump-backed, over a
column of figures. Beneath good clothes or shabby, there was nothing
but a human body, all more or less alike. So the Watermelon had gone
his careless, contented way, now resting here, now working there,
unworried by rent days falling due, by collars fraying around the edges,
coats getting shabby and shiny at the seams, and then Billy came along,
Billy, young, sweet, conventional, an honored member of convention’s
band, walking around and around the same well-beaten path, in the same
small inclosure. If he had elected to be one of the throng, he would
never have met her. Struggling along at ten per, he would have been so
far down the line, plodding painfully on, that Billy would never have
seen him.
But now he was out and a fence unscalable was between them. If he
climbed the fence again, it would do no good. No vagabond can ever fall
in line and keep step, and there is not room enough in the inclosure for
the man who has dared to climb the fence and drop down the other side.
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