Family life -- Fiction; Farm life -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
Holcroft was not long in climbing to a sunny nook whence he could see
not only his farm and dwelling, but also the Oakville valley, and the
little white spire of the distant meeting house. He looked at this
last-named object wistfully and very sadly. Mrs. Mumpson's tirade
about worship had been without effect, but the memories suggested by
the church were bitter-sweet indeed. It belonged to the Methodist
denomination, and Holcroft had been taken, or had gone thither, from
the time of his earliest recollection. He saw himself sitting between
his father and mother, a round-faced urchin to whom the sermon was
unintelligible, but to whom little Bessie Jones in the next pew was a
fact, not only intelligible, but very interesting. She would turn
around and stare at him until he smiled, then she would giggle until
her mother brought her right-about-face with considerable emphasis.
After this, he saw the little boy--could it have been
himself?--nodding, swaying, and finally slumbering peacefully, with his
head on his mother's lap, until shaken into sufficient consciousness to
be half dragged, half led, to the door. Once in the big, springless
farm wagon he was himself again, looking eagerly around to catch
another glimpse of Bessie Jones. Then he was a big, irreverent boy,
shyly and awkwardly bent on mischief in the same old meeting house.
Bessie Jones no longer turned and stared at him, but he exultingly
discovered that he could still make her giggle on the sly. Years
passed, and Bessie was his occasional choice for a sleigh-ride when the
long body of some farm wagon was placed on runners, and boys and
girls--young men and women, they almost thought themselves--were packed
in like sardines. Something like self-reproach smote Holcroft even
now, remembering how he had allowed his fancy much latitude at this
period, paying attention to more than one girl besides Bessie, and
painfully undecided which he liked best.
Then had come the memorable year which had opened with a protracted
meeting. He and Bessie Jones had passed under conviction at the same
time, and on the same evening had gone forward to the anxious seat.
From the way in which she sobbed, one might have supposed that the
good, simple-hearted girl had terrible burdens on her conscience; but
she soon found hope, and her tears gave place to smiles. Holcroft, on
the contrary, was terribly cast down and unable to find relief. He
felt that he had much more to answer for than Bessie; he accused
himself of having been a rather coarse, vulgar boy; he had made fun of
sacred things in that very meeting house more times than he liked to
think of, and now for some reason could think of nothing else.
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