“Didn’t I know it? Think bein’ president would change him—not a mite.
Well, he had a right smart lot of people to see, but soon as he was
through we went out on the back stoop and set down and talked and
talked. He asked me about pretty nigh everybody in Springfield. I just
let loose and told him about the weddin’s and births and the funerals
and the buildin’, and I guess there wan’t a yarn I’d heard in the three
years and a half he’d been away that I didn’t spin for him. Laugh—you
ought to a heard him laugh—just did my heart good, for I could see what
they’d been doin’ to him. Always was a thin man, but, Lordy, he was
thinner’n ever now, and his face was kind a drawn and gray—enough to
make you cry.
“Well, we had supper and then talked some more, and about ten o’clock I
started downtown. Wanted me to stay all night, but I says to myself,
‘Billy, don’t you overdo it. You’ve cheered him up, and you better light
out and let him remember it when he’s tired.’ So I said, ‘Nope, Mr.
Lincoln, can’t, goin’ back to Springfield to-morrow. Ma don’t like to
have me away and my boy ain’t no great shakes keepin’ store.’ ‘Billy,’
he says, ‘what did you come down here for?’ ‘I come to see you, Mr.
Lincoln.’ ‘But you ain’t asked me for anything, Billy. What is it? Out
with it. Want a post-office?’ he said, gigglin’, for he knowed I didn’t.
‘No, Mr. Lincoln, just wanted to see _you_—felt kind a lonesome—been so
long since I’d sen you, and I was afraid I’d forgit some of them yarns
if I didn’t unload soon.’
“Well, sir, you ought to seen his face as he looked at me.
“‘Billy Brown,’ he says, slow-like, ‘do you mean to tell me you came all
the way from Springfield, Illinois, just to have a _visit_ with _me_,
that you don’t want an office for anybody, nor a pardon for anybody,
that you ain’t got no complaints in your pockets, nor any advice up your
sleeve?’
“‘Yes, sir,’ I says, ‘that’s about it, and I’ll be durned if I wouldn’t
go to _Europe_ to see you, if I couldn’t do it no other way, Mr.
Lincoln.’
“Well, sir, I never was so astonished in my life. He just grabbed my
hand and shook it nearly off, and the tears just poured down his face,
and he says, ‘Billy, you never’ll know what good you’ve done me. I’m
homesick, Billy, just plumb homesick, and it seems as if this war never
would be over. Many a night I can see the boys a-dyin’ on the fields and
can hear their mothers cryin’ for ’em at home, and I can’t help ’em,
Billy. I have to send them down there. We’ve got to save the Union,
Billy, we’ve got to.’
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