He Knew Lincoln, and Other Billy Brown Stories — John Shaqi
He Knew Lincoln, and Other Billy Brown StoriesTarbell, Ida M. (Ida Minerva)
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He Knew Lincoln, and Other Billy Brown Stories
Tarbell, Ida M. (Ida Minerva)
Lincoln, Abraham, 1809-1865 -- Anecdotes
The sense of intimacy with him which they treasured, their conviction
that he recognized them as his friends, had little or no trace of
familiarity. He was always “Mr. Lincoln” to them, never “Abe,” nor
would they tolerate the use of that word. I never saw my Springfield
Billy Brown so angrily indignant as in talking of a townsman who
affected the name. True, he and Billy were rivals in reminiscence, but
that was not the basis of his resentment. “He never called Mr. Lincoln
that to his face” was Billy’s complaint. That is, the use of the name
gave a false color to the recollections and only truth was tolerable
where Mr. Lincoln was concerned.
If Mr. Lincoln’s fellowship with the Billy Browns of Illinois was based
on his love of sheer human nature, he found in them, too, something
very precious to him, and that was a humor that answered his own. The
spring from which his humor flowed was strong with native salts and
so was theirs. It was naked but clean, devoid of evil insinuation. It
was always out-with-it--strong, pungent words; strong, pungent facts.
The humor was not in words or facts, it was in what they pointed--the
illumination they gave of life and men. Lincoln’s humor was part of his
passion for reality, truthfulness, freedom. The Billy Browns answered
him and gave him more of a particular kind of salt he craved, in a life
in many ways starved, starved for love and hope and gaiety, for all of
which he had great natural capacity.
The youthfulness of their spirit endeared them to him. They were
usually some fifteen or twenty years his junior; but in feeling the
difference was greater. Lincoln early looked on himself and spoke of
himself as an old man. It was not years--it was burdens, defeats, the
failure to find a satisfying purpose in life. He was old, and he craved
youth. These men had it. They were perennial children. Youth seemed to
warm him, and he sought it wherever it was to be found--in children,
boys, young men. They in turn instinctively came to him. A succession
of youth in all its forms follows him through his goings and comings in
the streets of Springfield, along the route of the old Eighth Circuit
of Illinois, through the streets of Washington, into the White House.
His own children stirred the deepest passion his unsatisfied heart
ever knew. Tad, whose stuttering tongue and restless, valiant spirit
brought out all Mr. Lincoln’s tenderness, sat beside him every free
evening, going over the pictures and text of the shoals of books which
publishers send to a President; he helping the boy’s stumbling tongue
to frame his comments--a perfection of fellowship between them. When
the nights were not free--and that was often, for there were long
conferences running into the small hours, the lad slept beside him on
the floor of the conference room. And when it was over, he gathered him
up in his arms and himself put him to bed, consoled in the harrowing
muddle of affairs by the perfect love between them.
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