He that will not when he may; vol. IOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. I
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
Her thoughts rushed, tumbling over each other in a wild dance, a
feverish Bacchic procession, through Janet’s head. She did not mean to
say, or even to imply what was not true. But such questioning could
only mean one thing, that Mr. Markham had confessed to his mother that
he was “in love” for her--that unthought-of, bewildering promotion was
within her reach. She did not mean to tell a lie. She blushed more hotly
than ever.
“Oh, father, how can you ask me such a thing--before a lady?” she said.
“Then it is true?”
Janet did not make any reply; she dropped her head with a modest grace,
twisting her fingers together nervously, her whole frame quivering. It
was not she that had told them anything: they had told her. Ah! she
remembered now a score of little nothings. Had not he picked up her
thimble for her when she let it fall? Had not he opened the door for her
when she came and went? How often she had wondered how he could come
night after night and day after day--for what?--to talk to father, to
listen to father! Many and many a time she had wondered at, and in her
heart despised, her father’s disciples. It was “bosh” that he was
saying, and yet these others would sit round him and take it all in.
But here was something altogether different. That a young man should
only have pretended to listen to father, should have come for herself
all the time, was quite comprehensible to Janet. There was nothing
strange even--nothing out of the way in it. It was what lovers had done
from the beginning of time.
“Is that all you have got to say?” said her father. “Can’t you give us
any more satisfaction? Speak out when I tell you, Janet. All this time
that he has been coming here, not saying a word to you, pretending to be
my disciple--” A little sting of wounded vanity was in Spears too. He
did not quite like to feel that he had been deceived, that his most
fervent follower was nothing but the lover of his daughter. “All this
time,” he repeated, “has it been for you he has been coming? That is
what we want to know.”
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