He that will not when he may; vol. IOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
General
He that will not when he may; vol. I
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
“She owned it was so!” Paul’s face became ghastly in the morning light.
Then after a minute’s blank silence, he said, with a harsh laugh,
“Surprised? Yes, her father might be surprised; but why you? You seem to
have been the only person who knew all about it, who had got it all cut
and dry to be produced at a moment’s notice. Oh, mother!” he cried,
bitterly, “your morning’s work will cost me dear--it will cost me dear!”
Lady Markham stood with bowed head to receive her son’s reproaches. “I
was wrong,” she said; “I was wrong. Oh, Paul, my dearest boy, come home
with me; let us talk it all over; let us think of everything! If you
knew how hard it is for me to oppose you! and all the more when your
heart is engaged. Am I one to set myself against love?” She blushed as
she looked at him with a woman’s reverence for the centre of all
affections, and a mother’s shamefacedness in opening such a subject with
her son. “But, Paul, there are so many things--oh, so many things to
think of! and you are so young--and----”
“Mother, stop!” he said, “your arguments have nothing to do with me;
they are wrong altogether. If my life is spoiled, it will be your doing;
not mine, but yours--not mine, but yours.”
Lady Markham lifted her head with the surprise and something of the
indignation of a person unjustly accused. “This is going too far,” she
said. “I have been wrong, but to throw the total blame upon me is
unreasonable. In this, as in other things, nobody could harm you; nobody
could make your position worse, if you had not risked and lost it
yourself.”
There were few passengers in the streets, silent and semi-deserted as
always in summer, and yet more because it was still so early. The two
figures which stood there together breaking the sunshine were almost the
only people visible, and the closeness of the discussion between them
had hitherto been witnessed by nobody; just at this point, however, some
one issued suddenly from the gate of one of the colleges near, and came
down the steps into the street. They were scared by the appearance of
any one in this dreary city, and it was not expedient that the warmth of
their conversation should be apparent to others.
“Walk along with me,” she said. “Do not let us stand here.”
Paul looked round him for a moment on either hand. On one side was the
narrow street in which Spears lived, the line of colleges and better
houses on the other. Lady Markham’s face was turned towards the better
side. This was enough to decide him, foolish as he was. He turned the
other way.
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