He that will not when he may; vol. IOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. I
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
There was a pause. Alice was very curious, but she did not venture to
say more. She did not like even to look at her father who was so
unusually disturbed. What could make him so unlike himself? The idea
that there might be a mystery in Sir William’s life was more than
impossible, it was ludicrous. She tried to fix her attention upon the
ponies, who were going so beautifully. Then her ear was caught by the
steady roll of wheels coming after them. Certainly it was the fly from
the village; and certainly it was following on to the gates of the Chase
which were now in sight. This was not the way to the vicarage or to any
other house to which a stranger who had stopped at the station of
Markham Royal could be going. She had not really believed it possible
that the lady in the pink bonnet could be coming to the Chase; but now
it seemed almost certain. What could be the meaning of it? Her heart
jumped up into sudden excitement. She nourished her whip and touched the
ponies till they flew. She could not bear the heavy rolling of that fly,
a long way behind, yet always following with the steadiness of fate.
This distracted her thoughts at once from her father, and a thousand
conjectures rushed into the girl’s head. Could it be somebody from Paul?
The fly came pounding heavily along, nothing stopping it. What could she
do to stop it or conjure its passenger away? If it was bad news that was
coming in it, what doubt that it would arrive quite safely? Paul! what
could a woman in a pink bonnet have to do with Paul? Could he be ill?
Could he be going to marry somebody, to do something foolish? Alice
became herself so excited that she could not think of her father. And
her father for his part took little notice of Alice. His mind was full
of thoughts that would have been very incomprehensible, very startling
to her. The stranger’s name had fallen upon him in his tranquillity as a
stone falls into still waters. The calm surface of his mind was all
broken, filled with widening and ever-widening circles of recollection.
He felt dizzy like a man in a dream. The past was so long past, that,
thus suddenly recalled to him, after such an interval of years, Sir
William had a moment of giddy uncertainty as to whether it had actually
existed at all, whether it was not a mere fable, something he had read
in a book. Forty years ago--is a man responsible for things he did forty
years ago? Can he be blamed if he forgets them? Can he be expected to
remember? He who was so systematic, so careful, who never lost anything,
who had for years been in a position to set every one else right: was it
possible that he had once been foolish as other men? He himself did not
understand it. He could not believe it. Lenny? Yes, he remembered there
had been a man--the West Indies--ah, yes! things had passed there which
he would not care now to talk about, which had been forgotten, which
were to him as if they had never been. Had they ever been? he could
scarcely tell.
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