He that will not when he may; vol. IIOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. II
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
“He is a lucky fellow. It is not possible to imagine that he could
willingly throw away all these chances; but if I can answer for
Markham’s heart I can’t answer for his head, Miss Markham. The one is as
right as a compass, but the other is packed full of crotchets I must
allow; and what he may be able to do in that way, how far he may go, I
would not undertake to say.”
Alice’s countenance fell, then brightened faintly again with a little
light of opposition.
“You may call them crotchets, Mr. Fairfax, but I am sure Paul’s ideas
are convictions, and what can he do but follow them out?”
“Ah, that is giving up the question,” said the other. “I believe they
are convictions; but you may be convinced of a foolish thing as well as
a wise one.”
“What he says is not foolish. I do not agree with it,” said Alice, “but
it is fine, it is noble; he would do what our Lord says, give up
everything for the poor.”
Fairfax shook his head.
“It sounds very fine in that way, Miss Markham; but that is not how Paul
puts it. It is not giving to the poor, but sharing with his equals that
is his thought, and I do not think you would like that. If they all had
their share to-morrow, half would have two shares next day--at least so
everybody says,” he went on with a laugh--“all the philosophers; and I
am sure Paul would have no share at all. He would have given it away to
somebody who persuaded him that he had not drawn a good lot. ‘Take it,’
he would say, ‘I can starve better than you can,’ for he is a fine
aristocrat, our friend Paul.”
“Do you call that being an aristocrat?”
“To be sure; isn’t it? A poor little _roturier_ like myself has not the
knack of it. I should say, ‘Take a cut at mine,’ as if it was an orange,
and hack at it myself among the rest. But Markham does things with a
grand air. He will always have it; indeed, I think that when he had got
his share to which he would allow he had an indisputable right, he would
prefer to give it away in a lordly manner, and keep nothing but his
magnanimity. That is what he is doing now.”
To have such an audience as Alice, with that glow of tender gratitude
and pleasure in her eyes, looking up to him, fixed upon his face, her
smile following every word of this pretended impartial and philosophical
description, was worth any man’s while. He was tempted to go on
romancing about Paul, giving him not only the praise he felt his due,
but a great deal more, in order to secure a little longer that rapt
attention. But perhaps it was better to stop, and leave her time enough
to say with her hands clasped, and her whole soul in her look--
“Mr. Fairfax, you make me very happy. They have whispered things to
mamma which have made her wretched; but it is ‘nothing but his
magnanimity:’ that was what you said?”
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