He that will not when he may; vol. IIIOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. III
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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A smile began to creep about the corners of his mouth. For himself, it
is very likely that Spears would have had virtue enough to carry out his
own principles and resist all bribes of rank had they been thrown in his
way; but he contemplated the possible elevation of his child with a
tender sense of the wonderful, and the ludicrous, and incredible which
melted all sterner feelings. The idea that Janet might be “my lady”
filled him with a subdued pleasure and amusement, and a subtle pride
which veiled itself in the humour of the notion. It made him smile in
spite of himself. As for Fairfax, this had so completely taken his
breath away that he seemed beyond the power of speech, and Spears went
on musingly for a minute or two walking beside him, his active thoughts
lulled by the fantastic pleasure of that vision, and the smile still
lingered about his closely-shut lips. At last he started from the
weakness of this reverie.
“There is to be a meeting to-night,” he said, “down in one of these
streets--and I’m going to give them an address. I’ve got the name of the
street here in my pocket and the house and all that--if you like to
come.”
“Certainly I will come,” said Fairfax with alacrity. He had not much to
occupy his evenings, and he took a kind of careless speculative
interest, not like Paul’s impassioned adoption of the scheme and all its
issues, in Spears’s political crusade. The demagogue patted him on the
shoulders once more as he left him. He had always half-patronised, half
stood in awe of Fairfax, whose careless humour sometimes threw a
passing light of ridicule even on the cause. “If you see Markham, bring
him along with you; and tell him I must understand what he means,” he
said.
But Fairfax did not see Paul again. He did not indeed put himself in the
way of Paul, though his mind was full of him, for the rest of the day.
Janet Spears was a new complication in Paul’s way. The whole situation
was dreary and hopeless enough. His position as head in his house and
family, the importance, his wealth, his power of influencing others, all
taken from him in a day, and Spears’s daughter--Janet Spears--hung round
his neck like a millstone. Paul! of all men in the world to get into
such a vulgar complication, Paul was about the last. And yet there could
be no mistake about it. Fairfax, who honestly felt himself Paul’s
inferior in everything, heard this news with the wondering dismay of one
whose own thoughts had taken a direction as much above him (he thought)
as the other’s was beneath him. With a painful flush of bewilderment, he
thought of himself floated up into regions above himself into a
different atmosphere, another world, by means of the woman who had been
Paul’s companion all his life, while Paul---- He had heard of such
things; of men falling into the mire out of the purest places, of
rebellions from the best to the worst. They were common enough. But that
it should be _Paul_!
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