He that will not when he may; vol. IIIOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. III
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He had held out his hand with some wavering and doubt, though with
enthusiasm. But gradually a curious expression of wonder came to his
face; his hand dropped at his side. Paul made no motion towards taking
it; the demagogue thought it was resentment. A flush of vivid colour
came over him. “Come, this is a little too much for old friends,” he
said, getting up hastily from his chair, with a thrill of wounded
feeling in his voice.
“Don’t wrong him, Spears,” said Fairfax. “He has had a great deal to
bother him, and his foot is bad. You can meet another time and settle
that. At present, let us get him out of this place. If he is angry, he
has a right to be; but never mind that now. Let us get him out of here.”
Spears did not say another word. He stalked away into the house to
which this room belonged, and the “hall” beyond it. It was a little
tavern of the lower class in which he was living. By and by the woman
came to say there was a cab at the door. And Paul limped out, leaning on
Fairfax.
All was quiet outside, the meeting dispersed; only one or two men
sitting in the room down stairs, who cast a curious look upon the two
young men, but took no further notice. As for Spears, he did not appear
at all. He was lurking behind, his heart wrung with various feelings,
but too much wounded, too much disappointed, too sore and sad to show
himself. If Paul had seemed to require help, the rejected prophet was
lingering in the hope of offering it; but nothing of the kind seemed the
case. He limped out holding Fairfax’s arm. He did not even look round
him as the other did, or show any signs of a wish to see his former
friend. Spears had not got through the world up to this time without
mortification; but he had never suffered so acutely as now.
“Poor Spears,” Fairfax contrived to say, as they jolted along, leaving
the mean and monotonous streets behind them. “I think you might have
taken his hand.”
“Pshaw!’ said Paul, “I am tired to death of all that. I don’t mean to
say he is not honest--far more honest than most of them--but what is the
meaning of all that clap-trap? Why, Spears ought to know as well as any
man what folly it is. Bosh!” said the young man with an expression of
disgust. The milder spectator beside him looked at him with unfeigned
surprise.
“I thought you went as far as he did, Markham. I thought you were out
and out in your principles, accepting no compromise: I thought----”
“You thought I was a fool,” said Paul, bitterly, “and you were right
enough, if that is any satisfaction to you; but I had a lesson or two
before my poor father’s death--and more since. Don’t let us speak of it.
When a man has made an ass of himself, it is no pleasure to him to dwell
upon it. And I am not free yet, and I don’t know when I shall be,” he
cried, with an irrepressible desire for sympathy, then closed his mouth
as if he had shut a book, and said no more.
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