He that will not when he may; vol. III — John Shaqi
He that will not when he may; vol. IIIOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. III
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
Gus came into the hall with Bell and Marie, and waited there while they
proceeded to plead his cause within. He walked about the hall softly,
and looked at the pictures, the old map of the county, and other
curiosities that were there. These things beguiled his anxiety about his
reception, and filled him with an altogether novel interest. A thing
which is quite indifferent to us while it belongs to our neighbour,
gains immediate attraction when it becomes our own. He looked at
everything with interest, even the cases of stuffed birds that decorated
one corner. Then he came and seated himself in the great bamboo chair in
which he had sat down the first time he came to Markham. It was not very
long ago, not yet two months, but what a difference there was! Then,
indeed, he had been anxious about his reception, and he was anxious
about his reception now. But when he came first, he had been doubtful of
his position altogether, not sure what his rights were, or what claim he
could make--and now his anxieties were merely sentimental, and his
rights all established. He sat where he had sat then, and saw everything
standing just as he had seen it, the trees the same, except in colour,
nothing altered except himself. Now it was all his, this noble domain.
He had not known what welcome he might receive, whether his father would
acknowledge him, or what would happen, and now his father’s possessions
were his, and no one could infringe his rights. How strange it was! He
sat sunk in the great bamboo chair, and listened to the faint sound of
voices which he heard through the open door, the two little girls
pleading his cause. He was very desirous that they should be successful,
for if he was not successful, Markham would be a dull house--but still,
successful or not, nothing any longer could affect him vitally. A poor
stranger, a wanderer from the tropics, unused to England and English
ways, with not much money, and a very doubtful prospect before him, he
had been when he first came here. How could he help smiling at the
change? He had no desire to do any one harm. All the evil that he had
done was involuntary, but it could not be expected that he would give up
his rights. He felt very much at his ease as he seated himself in that
chair, notwithstanding the touch of anxiety in his mind. The prospect
which was before him was enough to satisfy an ambitious man, but Gus was
not ambitious. Indeed, the advantages he had gained were contracted in
his eyes by his own inability fully to understand their extent. They
were greater than he was aware, greater than his imagination could
grasp. But, at least, they included everything that his imagination was
able to grasp, and mortal man cannot desire more.
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