He that will not when he may; vol. IIIOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. III
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Now it was Lady Markham’s turn to droop. “I am very sorry,” she said
involuntarily. “I was--misled----”
“Oh, I don’t know as there’s anything to be sorry about. Mr. Paul--I
suppose he is Sir Paul, now?”
As Janet’s gaze, no longer shy, dwelt pointedly on her dress by way of
justifying the question, Lady Markham shrank back a little. “It is
not--quite settled,” she said faintly; “there are some--unexpected
difficulties.”
“Oh!” Janet’s eyes grew round as her exclamation, an expression of
surprise and profound disappointment went over her face. “Will he not be
a baronet then, after all?” she said.
“These are family matters which I have not entered into with any one,”
said Lady Markham, recovering herself. “I cannot discuss them
now--unless----” here her voice faltered, “you have any right----”
“I should think a girl just had a right where all her prospects are
concerned,” said Janet. “It was that brought me here. I wanted you to
know, my lady, that I’ve advised Mr. Paul against it--against the
emigration plan. If he goes it won’t be to please me. I don’t want him
to go. I don’t want to go myself--and that’s what I’ve come here for. If
so be,” said Janet, speaking deliberately, “as anything is to come of it
between him and me, I should be a deal happier and a deal better pleased
to stay on at home; and I thought if you knew that you’d give up
opposing. I’ve said it to him as plain as words can say. And if he will
go, it will be your blame and not mine. It will be because he thinks
you’ve set your face so against it, that _that’s_ the only way.”
Lady Markham trembled so much that she could not stand. She sank down
upon a chair. “Pardon me,” she said involuntarily, “I have not been
well.”
“Oh, don’t mention it, my lady,” said Janet, taking a chair too. “I was
just a going to ask you if you wouldn’t sit down and make yourself
comfortable.” She had got over her shyness; but that which liberated her
threw Lady Markham into painful agitation. It seemed to her that she had
the fate of her son thrown back into her hands. If she withdrew all
opposition to this marriage, would he indeed give up his wild ideas and
stay at home? If she opposed it, would he persevere? and how could she
oppose anything he had set his heart upon after all he had to renounce
on his side, poor boy? She did not know how to reply or how to face such
a dilemma. To help to make this woman Paul’s wife--or to lose Paul
altogether--what a choice it was to make! Her voice was choked by the
fluttering of her heart.
“My son,” she said, faintly, “has never spoken to me on the subject.”
“It is not likely,” said Janet, “when he knows he would meet with
nothing but opposition. For my part I’m willing, very willing, to stay
at home. I never went in with the emigration plan. Father is a good man,
and very steady, and has been a good father to us; but whenever it comes
to planning, there’s no telling the nonsense he’s got in his head.”
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