Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Pacifism -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- United States -- Fiction
He kept beside her, curiously beset by the need to follow his
spectacular announcement with some explanation. And abruptly he
thought that he understood her attitude.
“I s’pose,” he said, shamefacedly, “you’re thinkin’ I won’t be much of
a soldier if I behave as I did last night.”
“Oh no,” she said, “I don’t see as it matters much whether they’re shot
drunk or shot sober.”
While he was groping at this, she added:
“I donno but they’re better off drunk—they can’t kill so many o’ the
others.”
“You don’t understand—” he began, but she cut him short curtly.
“I better get my ticket,” she said.
“I’ll get it,” he told her. “Barstow—ain’t it?”
“No, I’m not going to Barstow,” she answered. “Get it to Lamy.”
He faced her in astonishment.
“Lamy!” he cried. “Murderation. _Clear_ east?”
“I’ve counted up,” she explained. “That’s as far as I’ve got the money
to get. I can stay there till I earn some to go on with. I’ve got an
aunt in Chicago.”
“East!” he said weakly. “Why, I never thought o’ you goin’ East.”
The station platform led with that amazing informality of the western
American railway station, to the raw elemental sand of the desert.
Within sight of the electric lamps of the station, were the tall
flowers of the Yucca and the leaves of the Spanish bayonet and the
flare of the spineless cactus under uninterrupted areas of dusky sky,
stretched as sand and sky had stretched for countless ages. Of the
faint tread of the soldiers, the commands of the captain, the trundle
of a truck, the click of the telegraph instrument, those sands and
those stars were as unconscious as they had been in the beginning. And
abruptly, as he looked at these lifelong friends of his, the Inger felt
intolerably alone.
“What do you want to go East for?” he demanded.
“Chicago’s the only place I’ve got anybody I could go to,” she said.
“But that ain’t the reason,” she added. “I want to get as far as I can,
’count of Bunchy.”
She looked back at the group gathering at the station to see the train
come in.
“You better get the ticket just to Albuquerque,” she said. “Somebody
might try to follow me up.”
“Albuquerque nothing,” he said roughly. “I’ll buy you your ticket right
through—to Chicago.” He went toward her. “Don’t go—don’t go!” he said.
She looked at him, intently, as if she were trying to fathom what he
would have said. But in that intentness of her look, he saw only her
memory of the night before. He drew sharply back, and turned away. “I
hate for you to go ’way off there alone,” he mumbled.
Across the desert, clear against the dusk of the mountains, a red eye
came toward them. She saw it.
“Oh quick,” she said. “There’s the train. Get it just to Albuquerque.
I’ll be all right.”
She gave him a knotted handkerchief, and he took it and ran down the
platform. This handkerchief he could give back to her as she was
leaving, and he would of course buy the ticket through—
He stopped short on the platform.
“What with, you fool?” he thought.
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