Exiles -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia -- Fiction; Prisons -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia -- Fiction
"We grew nearer to one another with every day that passed," he went
on reminiscently, losing sight, in the opened flow of his own
thoughts, of the fact that one man's joy may be, and often is, his
neighbour's pain. "She had won me, heart and soul, to her work in
spite of myself, Paul Ivanuitch. It was for her work's sake that she
married me. She told me so, and I, like a fool, believed that in
time I could wean her from it and have her all to myself. But it was
all the other way. Since ever we were married I have had no other
thought than what would please her most. I had come to see through
her eyes. I had come to love the things she loved because she loved
them. And now----" and he came to earth again with angry fist.
"And she, Serge Petrovitch?" asked Pavlof quietly, and if Palma had
glanced at his face he would have found it white and cold. "She had
come to love you also?"
"Surely," said Palma, with conviction. "A man may be mistaken about
any other woman's feelings but never about his wife's, Paul
Ivanuitch. Yes, she had come to love me, and our love was growing
day by day."
And the silence that fell on them now was gloomy only on Pavlof's
part, for Hope's love evoked a glow in Palma's heart even in the bare
recollection.
And presently it came to him that their talk had been wholly of
himself and his affairs.
"And you, Paul Ivanuitch, why did they take you?" he asked.
"I was working quietly among the poor, as Hope Ivanovna would have
had me"--he could not forbear himself that trifling share in
her--"and I had no thought of ill to any man. But they carried me
off one night and my place knew me no more."
Palma nodded. "And never said what for or why."
"Yes. They gave me credit for an intention to place myself in a
position of illegality. But no such intention was in me--that is, as
I interpret the laws."
"And where are you for?"
"The provinces--five years. Minusinsk I'm assigned to."
Palma nodded. "That is not so bad. Escape from the provinces is not
difficult, they say, though it's none too easy to get back home. I
was talking to a man who had been through it, as we came along on the
barge. He got home all right, but he could not keep out of it, and
now he's going to Kara with chains on his legs."
"Yes, it generally ends that way, I believe. Which is your kazarm?"
"Number eight. It was crammed to suffocation, they say, before we
came in, and now there are twenty more of us. The days are bearable,
but the nights are simply hell."
"Simply hell. If Dante had slept for a week in a Siberian kamera
he'd have had something more to write about."
"And when do we go on? Do you know?"
"I think we were only waiting for you. I saw them selecting a convoy
guard this morning."
"The sooner the better."
That night, in his fetid corner under the over-loaded sleeping-bench,
Paul Pavlof found it more impossible to sleep even than usual.
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