Exiles -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia -- Fiction; Prisons -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia -- Fiction
Five thousand miles of travel hold certainties of discomfort under
the best of conditions. Five thousand miles with convict
convoys----! One shudders at the bare thought of it, when the mere
sight of such a travelling party chills the heart and haunts the
imagination for days. It is liberty and humanity at its lowest;
Might trampling Right in the mud; the apotheosis of sheer brute force
and, as often as not, of sheer brutality. You cannot get away from
facts, and these things are.
To any woman such a journey must needs have been packed with horrors.
To one like Hope Palma, trained from her earliest days to the most
vital sympathy with her burdened fellows, vicarious sufferer in all
their woes, and suffering the more the more she knew and
understood,--to Hope Palma those nightmare months of travel were like
the brush of a vicious censor blotting out the brightness of life
with a raw black smudge. But the brush of the censor obliterates the
desirable, which still at times peeps tantalisingly through; and the
things that would show through this venomous smudge were horrors
which neither time nor will could efface.
She had forced herself to the needs of that terrible journey by sheer
force of will, and had the need continued she too would have endured.
But, the necessity over, and the tight-strung nerves loosed, they
lapsed in the recoil to a flaccidity quite abnormal.
For many days she lay spent and spilled, and apparently careless of
living, her one primal desire for quietness and solitude.
Madame Roskova's kind heart craved much larger ministry, both bodily
and mental, than was permitted it. She would have coaxed back and
built up her patient's strength with cunning dishes, and reasoned her
away from the past with assurances of present safety and comfort, and
promises of future happiness. But Hope begged so plaintively to be
allowed just to lie at rest that Madame could but comply.
"Just to lie quiet, dear Madame Roskova, that is all I require. I
have been sorely bruised, and healing is in quiet," said Hope.
"Da!" said Madame. "I am glad I stayed. Perhaps, after all, you
know best, child. When one is all unstrung like that one woman is
worth ten men, even if one of them is one's husband and a doctor. I
know!"
Pavlof, too, began to fear that her health had suffered permanent
injury through the trials and hardships of the road, but he knew also
that the hardest blow of all had been the one that had fallen upon
her just when she believed she had reached the goal of all her
strenuous endeavour. He knew that a sick heart makes a sick body,
and at risk of forfeiting the esteem of Madame Roskova, and greatly
to the exercising of her mind, he judged it truest kindness to Hope
to obtrude himself upon her as little as possible.
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