Exiles -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia -- Fiction; Prisons -- Russia (Federation) -- Siberia -- Fiction
She was not by nature a silent woman. In fact, to hear her cheerful
tongue going at times you might almost have thought she enjoyed
hearing it herself, and possibly you would not have been very far
wrong. But she had learned wisdom and the golden virtue in a bitter
school and over more important, though never more puzzling, matters.
And concerning any subject she considered better not talked about she
could be as silent as the grave, or as loquacious as a prize parrot,
and, in the latter case, with just as little import of information.
But if she denied herself outside she made up for it inside. She
spoke seriously to Paul and feelingly to Hope. She reasoned, she
argued, she lectured, but she could not turn them from their curious
ways. And surely no sorer trial can any woman be called upon to
endure than an insoluble puzzle right under her nose.
Not that she could bring herself to let them see that she was beaten.
That would have been worse even than the actual fact. They saw, of
course, that she was much exercised in her mind about them, and at
times they were hard set to evade her pointed sallies.
"Serge Petrovitch!" she broke out one day in her brusque, motherly
way, "you are not doing your duty by your wife."
"How then, Anna Vassilievna?" he answered quietly. "All that she
needs at present is rest and she is getting it. You see----"
"Oh yes, I see what I see. But all the same--" and a cryptic nod
comprehended all she declined to put into words, and startled
Pavlof's fears lest her womanly insight should have pierced their
shaky armour. "Has she ceased to care for you, then?" and his fears
vanished.
"I have no reason to suppose her feelings have changed in any way,
Anna Vassilievna."
"No! Then how in Heaven's name did she ever come to marry you? You
have not changed to her. I see that well enough. But she--why, it
seems to me that she is absolutely afraid of you at times. Have you
been hard to her----?"
"Never in my life."
"Well, well! It passes belief. Maybe in your long parting she has
found--but nay, she is an angel for goodness. That I know, but as
cold as ice. And then, if so, why would she follow you here? Well,
well! It just means that you will have to begin all over again,
Serge Petrovitch. You will have to woo her as you did before."
"She will be all right again soon, Anna Vassilievna. It is just that
she is worn out with the road."
"Ah da! The road has worn her body, no doubt, but not her soul.
There is fire and to spare behind that cold face unless I am blind.
You must break down the barriers if you want to come into your own
again, Serge Petrovitch."
"We must give her time, Anna Vassilievna."
"Ah da! Time! Life is not long enough to waste in waiting. Let
yourself go, Serge Petrovitch. Do as your heart bids you. Your eyes
are bright for her, and your heart is soft to her, when you are in
here. But when you get in there it is like two icebergs meeting."
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