‘Maybe ye’re him efter a’!’ said Steenie. ‘He can tak ony shape he
likes. I wudna won’er gien ye was him! Ye’re unco like him ony gait!’
‘Na, na, Steenie! I’m far frae that! But I wud fain be what he wud hae
me, jist as ye wud yersel. Sae ye maun tak me, what I am, for his sake,
Steenie!’
This was the man’s hour, not the dog’s, yet Steenie threw himself at
her feet.
‘Gang oot a bit by yersel, Steenie,’ she said, caressing him with her
hand. ‘That’s what ye like best, I ken! Ye needna min’ me! I only
cam to see ye sattlet intil yer ain hoose. I’ll bide a gey bit. Gang ye
oot, an ken ’at I’m i’ the hoose, and that ye can come back to me whan
ye like. I hae my buik, and can sit and read fine.’
‘Ye’re aye richt, Kirsty!’ answered Steenie, rising. ‘Ye aye ken what
I’m needin. I maun win oot, for I’m some chokin like.--But jist come
here a minute first,’ he went on, leading the way to the door. There he
pointed up into the wild of stars, and said, ‘Ye see yon star o’ the
tap o’ that ither ane ’at’s brichter nor itsel?’
‘I see ’t fine, and ken ’t weel,’ answered Kirsty.
‘Weel, whan that starnie comes richt ower the white tap o’ yon stane i’
the mids o’ that side o’ the howe, I s’ be here at the door.’
Kirsty looked at the stone, saw that the star would arrive at the point
indicated in about an hour, and said, ‘Weel, I’ll be expeckin ye,
Steenie!’ whereupon he departed, going farther up the hill to court the
soothing of the silent heaven.
In conditions of consciousness known only to himself and
incommunicable, the poor fellow sustained an all but continuous
hand-to-hand struggle with insanity, more or less agonized according to
the nature and force of its varying assault; in which struggle, if not
always victorious, he had yet never been defeated. Often tempted to
escape misery by death, he had hitherto stood firm. Some part of every
solitary night was spent, I imagine, in fighting that or other evil
suggestion. Doubtless, what kept him lord of himself through all the
truth-aping delusions that usurped his consciousness, was his
unyielding faith in the bonny man.
The name by which he so constantly thought and spoke of the saviour of
men was not of his own finding. The story was well known of the idiot,
who, having partaken of the Lord’s supper, was heard, as he retired,
murmuring to himself, ‘Eh, the bonny man! the bonny man!’ And persons
were not wanting, sound in mind as large of heart, who thought the
idiot might well have seen him who came to deliver them that were
bound. Steenie took up the tale with most believing mind. Never
doubting the man had seen the Lord, he responded with the passionate
desire himself to see _the bonny man_. It awoke in him while yet quite
a boy, and never left him, but, increasing as he grew, became, as well
it might, a fixed idea, a sober, waiting, unebbing passion, urging him
to righteousness and lovingkindness.
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