"Like Don Quixote, you mean," she answered cynically. "I haven’t heard
from him in three weeks. He has not sent me any money in six. He sends
it less and less frequently. He becomes more and more irresponsible.
You are spoiling him to support his family for him, and," she added,
with a choke in her voice, while a tear appeared in her eye, "he is
spoiling us—killing our love for him."
The boy slipped down from his chair and stood beside his mother,
stroking her arm sympathetically.
"Poppie’s all right," he whispered in his peculiar drawl. "He’ll come
home soon and bring a lot of money with him. See if he don’t!"
"Oh, I know," confessed Rose, while with one hand she dabbed the corner
of her eye with an apron, and with the other clasped the boy impulsively
to her. "I know I should not give way before the children. But—but it
grows worse and worse, John!"
"Nonsense!" rebuked her brother. "You’re only tired and run down. You
need a rest, by Hokey! that’s what you need. Charles is liable to sell
that Grand Canyon canvas of his any time, and when he does, you’ll get a
month in Catalina, that’s what you will!"
The wife was silently busy with her apron and her eyes.
"Do you know, Rose," John continued with forced enthusiasm, "my
admiration for Charles grows all the time. He follows his star, that
boy does!"
"And forgets his family—leaves it to starve!" reproached the sister
bitterly, while the sag of her cheeks became still more noticeable.
"Ah, but that’s where you do Charles an injustice," insisted John. "He
knows I’m here. We have a sort of secret understanding; that is," and
he gulped a little at going too far—"that is, we understand each other.
He knows that while he is following his ideal, I won’t see you starve.
He’s a genius; I’m the dub. It’s a fair partnership. His eye is always
on the goal. He will get there sure—and soon, now, too."
"He will never get there!" blurted out the dejected woman, as if with a
sudden disregardful loosing of her real convictions. "For thirteen
years I have hoped and toiled and believed and waited. A good while ago
I made up my mind. He has not the vital spark. For five years I have
pleaded with him to give it up—to surrender his ambition, to turn his
undoubted talent to account. He has had the rarest aptitude for
decorating. We might be having an income of ten thousand a year now.
Instead he pursues this will-o’-the-wisp ambition of his. He is crazy
about color, always chasing a foolish sunset or some wonderful desert
panorama of sky and cloud and mountain—seeing colors no one else can see
but unable to put his vision upon the canvas. That’s the truth, John!
I have never spoken it before. Never hinted it before the children!
Charles Langham is a failure. He will never be anything else but a
failure!"
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