John had no idea who Mrs. Showalter was; but they gave him a number. He
had no idea what a professional clergyman reads to a sick woman; but
that afternoon he pushed his little New Testament in his hip pocket
somewhat as Brother Charles Thompson Campbell used to do, and went out
upon his errand.
A faded, hollow-eyed, middle-aged woman met him at the door, with a face
so somber that in his instant thought and ever after, John dubbed her
the Gloom Woman.
"My name is Hampstead," he explained. "I called to see the sick lady."
"My mother!" answered the woman, in tones as somber as her countenance.
"She has been asking for you for an hour. She is very low to-day. The
doctor is with her and he is apprehensive."
Through air that was close with a sickish, sweetish smell, accounted for
by large vases of flowers and by a small Chinese censer with incense
burning in it, past furnishings, that were meager, stuffy, and
old-fashioned, John was conducted to a large square room with the blinds
drawn low. In the center of this room was a huge black walnut bedstead,
with the head rising pompously high. By the far side of the bed sat a
professional looking man in the fifties, with his chin buried in his
hand and his eyes meditatively fixed upon a very old and dreary face
amid the banked-up pillows,—a face of purplish hue that seemed without
expression except for a lipless, sunken mouth, and eyes that glowed
dully under sagging heavy lids.
"Mother!" said the woman, speaking loudly, as if to waken a soul from
the depths, "this is Brother Hampstead!"
The aged eyes roamed the shadows anxiously for a moment, while a
withered purple hand felt its way about upon the coverlet till John
touched it timidly with his. Instantly and convulsively the old fingers
gripped the young, with a pressure that to the caller was damp and
deathly.
The woman appeared to John almost lifeless. He felt embarrassment and
resentment. Why didn’t they tell him she was like this?
The hand was tugging at him, too, like a sort of undertow, pulling him
down and over. The watery old eyes were fixed upon him. John’s
embarrassment increased. What did the poor creature want? To kiss him?
What does a minister do in such a case, he wondered, sweat breaking out
on his brow.
"I think she wants to say something; bend low so you can hear her,"
suggested the mournful voice of the Gloom Woman. John bent over till he
felt the patient’s hectic breath upon his cheek, and shrank from it.
"The minister of God!" croaked the voice so faintly that the words
barely traveled the necessary six inches to his ear.
No man ever felt less like the minister of God. Hampstead was hot,
flustered, self-conscious, almost irritated.
But again he felt the hand like an undertow, tugging him down.
"Read to me!" croaked the ghost of a voice.
This was something to do. A curtain was raised slightly so that the
visitor could see, and he read the twenty-third Psalm and the
twenty-fourth.
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