As Hampstead read, his embarrassment departed. He began to find a joy
in what he was doing. He let his rich voice play upon the lines
sympathetically and had a suspicion that he could feel the strength of
the sick woman reviving as he read.
"She likes to have the minister pray with her," said the voice of the
Gloom Woman from the background, when the reading was concluded.
Again John stood gazing helplessly, till the old hand dragged him down,
and sinking upon his knees beside the bed, he found that words came to
him, and he lost himself in them. His sympathy, his faith, his own sore
heart and its needs, all poured themselves into that prayer.
Once or twice as words flowed on, Hampstead felt the old hand tugging,
as though the undertow were pulling at it, and then he noticed after a
time that he did not feel these tuggings any more; but when the prayer
was finished and he rose from his knees, the grip of the hand did not
release itself. Instead, the fingers hung on, rather like hooks, so
that John darted a look of inquiry at the purplish face upon the
pillows. To his surprise, the chin had dropped and the eyes had closed
sleepily.
The doctor, who had been sitting with his hand upon the pulse, gently
placed the wrist which he had held across the aged breast and stood
erect, with an expression of decision which no one could misread.
"Oh!" sobbed a voice from the gloom.
Hampstead felt a sudden sense of shock, and his knees swayed under him
sickeningly. That was death there upon the pillow; and that was death
with its bony hooks about his palm. Sister Showalter had gone out with
the undertow that pulled at her while he was praying.
John lifted his hand helplessly.
"It—it doesn’t let go," he whispered.
The doctor glanced at the embarrassed Hampstead searchingly, then
reached over and straightened the aged fingers.
"Young man," said the physician earnestly and even reverently. "She
clung to you as she went down into the waters. For a time I felt your
young strength actually holding her back, and then your words seemed to
make her strong enough to push off boldly of her own accord. It is a
great thing, my friend," and the doctor seemed deeply affected, "to have
strength enough and sympathy and faith enough to rob death of its terror
for a feeble soul like that—a very great thing!"
The earnestness of the doctor brought a lump into John’s throat.
"Thank you, sir," he murmured, but immediately was lost in looking
curiously at the thing upon the pillows.
"You have another duty," said the physician, nodding toward the shadows
at the back, where a single heart-broken wail had been followed by a
convulsive sobbing.
John went and stood beside the Gloom Woman.
"Mother is go—h-h-gone!" she sobbed.
"Yes," said Hampstead simply.
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