Lengthened scrutiny confirmed this judgment. Soft contours had yielded,
though ever so slightly, to lines of strength. There was greater
majesty in her bearing. She was less appealing, but more commanding.
John reflected that it was rather impossible it should be otherwise.
The man or the woman who fights and conquers always sacrifices lines of
beauty to those muscle clamps of strength which seem to sleep but
ill-concealed upon the face.
And Marien Dounay had conquered! In five years she had mounted to the
top. With the memory of her latest Broadway triumphs still ringing,
this very day her name would be mentioned in every dramatic column in
every Sunday paper in America. To have uttered that name aloud in this
congregation would have caused every neck to crane.
Alone conscious of her presence, John found himself counting the cost of
her success. Part of that cost he could see tabulated on her face.
Another part of it was the grisly and horrible intimation to the
loathsome Litschi, which he had overheard on the unforgetable night in
the restaurant. He found himself assuming that she had paid this latter
price and experienced a feeling of revulsion at recalling how once this
woman’s mere presence, the glance of an eye, the touch of a hand, the
purring tones of her voice, had been sufficient to melt him with
unutterable emotions. This morning, gazing at her through that peculiar
mist of apprehension, almost of fear, that had been clouding his mind
since before her entry, John knew that she was a more dangerous woman
now than then; and yet the same glance showed that she was not dangerous
to him, for the dark eyes looked at him hungrily, with something
strangely like adoration in them, and there was an expression of longing
upon the beautiful face.
When he stood up to preach, she followed his every movement and appeared
to drink down his utterance thirstily. Skilled now in spiritual
diagnosis, the minister of All People’s read her swiftly. She had
gained—but she had not gained all. Something was still desired, and, he
could not help but believe, desired of him. Having coldly driven him
from her with a terrible kind of violence, she had come back humbly,
almost beseechingly.
So marked was this suggestion of intense longing that the feeling of
horror and revulsion which had come to Hampstead with the entry of the
actress gave way entirely to an emotion of pity and a desire to help,
and he tried earnestly to make his sermon in some degree a message to
the woman’s heart.
The position of the Reverend John Hampstead in All People’s Church and
in the community round about was due to no miracle, but had grown
naturally enough out of the strong heart of the man and his experiences.
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