His first impression was that the gas had gone out; but this swiftly
gave way to the conviction that he had gone blind—stone blind!—and so
suddenly that it happened right between the beheading of one of the
queens of Henry the Eighth and the marrying of another. He was now
tardily conscious that for some time his eyes had been giving him pain,
that he had rubbed them periodically to clear away white opacities that
appeared upon the page; but now there was no pain; they were suffused
with moisture, and the room was dark.
After an interval he could make out the gaslight glowing feebly like the
tiny glare of a candle visible in some distant pit of darkness, but he
could discern no shapes about the room. Not one!
A horrible fear stole into his breast and chilled it. All of him had
suddenly come to naught, and just as he was getting started. He turned
futile, streaming orbs up to where his new-made motto should loom upon
the wall. It was there, of course, mocking at him now; but he could not
see it. He could not see the wall even. For fully five minutes he sat
in darkness, his hands clasped above his bowed head. Then he arose and
groped his way along the wall to the door and opened it, and stood
facing out into the grotesque dark of the studio. He thought of trying
to grope his way across it—of calling out—but decided to wait a few
minutes.
He felt stricken, broken, overwhelmed. His life, his career, himself
were ruined. He required time to get used to the sensation, time to
adjust his mind to the extent of the calamity and to gather some
elements of fortitude wherewith to face the world. Not even Rose must
see him broken and shattered as he felt right now.
Turning back, he closed the door, felt his way to the gas, and turned it
off. He had no need of gas now. Then he lay down, fully clothed, upon
the bed, with a cold cloth upon his eyes, thinking flightily and feeling
very sorry for himself.
*CHAPTER III*
*WHEN THE DARK WENT AWAY*
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| General Freight Department |
| CALIFORNIA CONSOLIDATED |
| RAILWAY COMPANY |
| ROBERT MITCHELL, |
| General Freight Agent. |
| Walk in! |
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This was the sign on the door that John Hampstead had opened every
morning for seven years. This morning he did not open it, and there was
something like consternation when as late as nine-thirty the chair of
the big, amiable, stenographic drudge was still vacant. Old Heitmuller,
the chief clerk, after swearing his way helplessly from one point of the
compass to another, was about to dispatch the office boy to Hampstead’s
residence.
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