She had risen, and though her manner was still subdued, it was again the
manner of self-possession. Yet the new mood into which she had passed,
and the new light of spiritual enthusiasm which had come upon her face,
in no wise wiped out the impression that in the hour past she had tasted
the bitterest disappointment that a woman can know, had plunged to the
very depths of despair, and was still under its somber cloud. Indeed it
was the fierceness of the conflagration within her which had burned out
so swiftly at least a part of that dross of selfishness of which she had
spoken, and clarified her vision, so that their two minds had leaped
quickly from one peak of thought to another, to come suddenly on
embarrassed silence just because all words, all deeds even, seemed
suddenly futile to express what each had felt and was now feeling.
As the conversation lapsed momentarily, both appeared to find relief in
trivial interests. The minister straightened the books in the rack upon
his desk, then looked at his watch and noted that it was fifteen minutes
to seven and reflected that seven was his dinner hour.
The actress gave her hair a few touches with her hands, and stood
adjusting her hat before the mirror above the mantel. But the veil was
still raised. Hampstead watched these operations silently, moved by
evidences of the change in the woman.
"You have forgiven me," she began again, noticing in the mirror that his
eye was upon her; "but I do not forgive myself. My first mission is to
repair the damage which I have done to you. I will go immediately to
Searle and tell him the truth."
Hampstead’s mouth fell open, and a single step carried him half way
across the room.
"But you must not tell Searle nor any one else the truth!" he affirmed
vehemently.
It was Marian’s turn to be surprised.
"You mean that I am not to undo the wrong that I have done you?"’ she
asked in amazement.
"Not that way," he answered, with deliberate shakings of the head.
"You mean that you are to stand under the stigma which now rests upon
you?" she insisted, with a gleam of the old imperious manner.
"Certainly not! I have done wrong enough! It cannot be undone too
quickly. I shall tell the truth to Searle. I shall gather the reporters
about me and spare myself nothing. I will reveal the whole horrible
plot; I will confess that Searle was duped, and that you were grossly
conspired against by me!"
Again Hampstead, meeting that level glance, knew that the woman spoke in
absolute sincerity. She was entirely capable of doing it. Once a
course commended itself to her judgment, she had already shown that she
would spare nothing to follow it.
"But you forget young Burbeck," he exclaimed. "Your exposure would mean
his exposure."
"Well?"
Marien’s eyes and tone both expressed her meaning, though she added
incisively: "He is no reason why you should linger under this cloud."
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