"The world needs a new standard of appraisal. It honors the man whose
success bulks to the eye. It needs to be a little more discriminating;
to find out why some men failed, and to honor them because they are
failures. Some of the greatest men in America and in history were
failures. Socrates with his cup was a failure. Jesus was a failure.
It was written on his back in lines of blistering welts. It was nailed
into his palms, stabbed into his brow, hissed into his ear as he died.
"Re-reading at this midnight hour what I have written, I perceive that
it sounds slightly frenzied. But my soul just now is slightly frenzied.
If I wrote calmly, unegoistically, it would be a lie. What is written
is what I feel.
"Here and there some will approve this document. More will sneer at it.
But it is mine. It is I. I sign it. It is my last will and testament
in this community where once—daring to boast again—I have been a power.
"Friends—and enemies alike!—this final word.
"I have not grasped much, but this: To be true. When somebody trusts you
worthily, make good. Be true, children, to the plans and to the hopes
of parents. Be true, lad, to the impetuous girl who has trusted you with
more than she should have trusted you. Be true, women, to your lovers
and your husbands; men to your wives, your partners, your fellow men,
your patrons; to your talents, your opportunities, your country, your
age, your world! Be true to God! If you have no God, be true to your
highest conception of what God ought to be.
"It sounds like a homily. It is a principle. You can multiply it
indefinitely. It runs like a scarlet thread through religion, and it
will go all around the borders of life.
"Eternal Loyalty is the Price of true Success.
"To this conviction I subscribe my name, myself and everything that
still remains to me.
"JOHN HAMPSTEAD,
"Pastor of All People’s Church."
John felt that he wrote this and that he signed it in the presence of
the Presence. The address and not the sermon was his valedictory.
*CHAPTER XXXIX*
*THE CUP TOO FULL*
While the Monday morning papers played up the "Address to the People",
in the evening John noticed that his name had slipped off the front
page. This was at once a relief and a bitterness. It told him that he
was done for; that, as a matter of news, he was only a corpse waiting
for the funeral pyre. That pyre was a matter to which Elder Burbeck was
attending, assisted by a committee of fellow zealots—male and female—who
were industriously conducting a house-to-house canvass of the entire
membership of All People’s during the hours between Sunday at one and
Monday night at eight. Despite the lofty mood of self-sacrifice into
which the man had worked himself, the knowledge of all this busy
bell-ringing and its sinister purpose operated irritatingly on the skin
of Hampstead. It made his flesh creep with annoyance that grew toward
anger.
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