But in the midst of these creepings, a significant thing happened. The
Reverend William Dudley Rohan, pastor of the largest, the richest, and
by material standards the most influential protestant congregation in
the city, came in person to call on Hampstead, to shake him by the hand
and say: "Your address had an apostolic ring to it. I believe in you
sincerely."
In John’s mail that afternoon there came from Father Ansley, an
influential priest of the Roman Catholic communion, a letter to similar
effect.
Moreover, as the activity of Elder Burbeck developed, John began to hear
more and more from members of his own congregation who either refused to
believe the charges against him, or, if not so ready to acquit, none the
less refused to desert him now.
All of these things seemed definitely to testify that a wave of reaction
was upon its way. They almost gave the man hope. Yet by the end of an
hour of calculation, John saw that after all it was a small wave. All
People’s church had more than eleven hundred members. He had not heard
from one fifth of them. Those who had communicated or come to press his
hand were very frequently the weak, obscure, and least influential.
They were the "riff-raff", as Burbeck would have called them, of the
congregation. The pastor did not disesteem their support on this
account. Instead he valued it a little more; yet gave himself no
illusions as to its value in a battle-line.
At the same time his friends urged him to organize against the assaults
of Elder Burbeck; to send out bell-ringing committees upon his own
account. Yet he would not do this. He would not make himself an issue.
But the minister’s negatives were not so stout as they had been. It was
one thing to write in a frenzy at midnight how bravely he would endure
his fate. It was another to wait the creeping hours in passive
fortitude until the blow should fall.
By noon he confessed to himself that he was feeling rather broken. For
a week he had eaten little, and that little nervously, absently, and
without enjoyment. His sleep had been restless and unrefreshing.
Strong, vigorous as he was, reckless as were the draughts that could be
made upon his work-hardened constitution, a fear that it would fail him
now began to agitate the man. He must be strong—physically. He must
bear himself unyielding as Atlas. His shoulders, instead of sinking,
must stiffen as the still heavier load rolled upon them. But his mind
also must be strong.
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