He used to wonder what the sensation would be like to sink his lips in
that precious, delectable valley. It would have been physically simple.
A slight lifting of his right arm and shoulder, a slight declension of
his neck, and the mere instinctive planting of his lips, and the thing
was done. However, John had no thought of doing this. In the first
place he wouldn’t—without permission; for he was a man of honor and of
self-control. In the second place, he wouldn’t because a woman was a
thing very sacred to him, and a kiss, a deliberate and flesh-tingling
kiss, was a caress to be held as sacred as the woman herself and for the
expression of an emotion he had not yet felt for any woman; a statement
which to the half-cynical might prove again that John Hampstead was a
very inexperienced and very monk-minded youth indeed to be abroad in the
unromanticism of this twentieth century. Yet the fact remains that
Hampstead did not consciously conspire to violate the neutrality of this
tiny, alluring haunt of tantalizing beauty which lurked bewitchingly
between the red lower lip and the white firm chin of Miss Marien Dounay.
But there were other things that John was learning swiftly, some of
which amounted to positive disillusionment. One was that a woman’s body
is not necessarily so sacred nor so inviolate, after all. That instead
of inviolate, it may be made inviolable by a sort of desexing at will.
Miss Dounay could do this and did do it, so that for instance when her
form stiffened in his arms, it was no more like what he supposed the
touch of a woman’s body should be than a post. In the first place the
body itself, beneath that trim, tailored suit, appeared to be sheathed
in steel from the shoulder almost to the knee. John had supposed that
corsets were to confine the waist. This one, if that were what it was
and not some sort of armor put on for these rehearsals, encased the
whole body.
Another thing that contributed to this desexing of the female person was
Miss Dounay’s bearing toward himself. He might have been a mere
mechanical device for any regard she showed him at rehearsals. She
pushed or pulled him about, commanded the bend and adjustment of his
arms as if he had been an artificial man, and never by any hint
indicated that she thought of him as a person, least of all as a male
person. Undoubtedly this robbed his new adventure of some of its spice.
But a change came. When for five days John was undecided whether he
should admire this manner of hers as supreme artistic abstraction or
resent it as supercilious disdain, Margaret O’Neil, one of the character
old ladies who had constituted herself a combination of critic and
chaperone of these "carry" practices, turned, after a word with Miss
Dounay, and said:
"We should like to know who it is that is carrying us about."
"Why, certainly," exclaimed John, all his doubt disappearing in a
toothful smile as he swept off his hat. "My name is Hampstead, John
Hampstead."
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