He noted that the gallery was packed, but on the main floor empty spaces
stared at him from the central tier of pews. Half of All People’s
members must have remained away. John realized with new emotion what
this meant: that there were men and women in his congregation who could
not see their pastor arraigned like this, who could not bear to witness
the rising waves of bitterness, the charges and the counter-charges, the
incriminations, the malicious spirit of partisanship which invariably
breaks out in times like these. But it meant too that these same
soft-hearted folk were also soft in the spine; unwilling to take a stand
with him; unwilling to be recorded pro or con upon a great issue like
this; people for whom he had done a service so great that they could not
now turn down their thumbs against him, yet lacking in the strength of
character either to sit as his judges or to cast a vote in his favor.
From this thought of jelly-fish the minister turned, almost with relief
to where, stretching widely behind the Burbeck pew, was a mass of
close-packed faces, with super-heated resolution depicted upon their
features. The bearing of these partisans in itself reflected how they
had been solicited, inflamed, and organized. They were there like an
army to follow their leader.
Good people, too, some of them! Doctor Hampstead’s very best people.
Yet to recognize them and their mood gave him a sense of personal power.
He believed that he could walk over there and talk to these people ten
minutes, and they would break like sheep from the leadership of Brother
Burbeck. They would come pressing around him with tears and expressions
of confidence. But it was not in John’s purpose to do that. He was on
trial. If on the record of his life among them, these people could
condemn and oust him, his work had been a failure. It was as well to
know it.
One thing more the minister took into account. The number of persons
who, half in an attitude of aggressive loyalty and half in tearful
sympathy had gathered in the tiers behind his own pew was less by half
than that massed behind the Burbeck leadership. The issue was not in
doubt. It had been decided already,—in the newspapers, in the court
room, and in all this busy bell-ringing of the last two days.
And now, having seen as much and reflected as much as has been recorded,
Hampstead sat down and slipped a furtive lover’s hand along the seat
until it found the hand of Bessie, and took it into his with a gentle
pressure that was affectionately reciprocated.
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