But it was no longer possible to describe what any one individual was
doing. The entire audience had become a sea which at first rolled
toward Hampstead and then swirled and tossed its individual waves
laughing, cheering or applauding frothily. In mutual congratulation men
shook each other’s hands and some appeared even to shake their own
hands. Women kissed or flung their arms about one another. Two thirds
of the main floor was devoid entirely of people. The other third was a
struggling eddy in which the tall form of the ex-pastor,—for they had
just voted him out of the pulpit,—stood receiving every one who reached
him with a sad kind of graciousness.
Songs broke out. For a time the people in the gallery were singing:
"Blessed be the tie that binds." Those below sobbed through "My faith
looks up to Thee", and presently all were singing "Nearer my God to
Thee, nearer to Thee." This continued until the gathering seemed to
sing itself somewhat out of its hysteria; and then, weaving to and fro,
the tide began to ebb back up the aisles and into the pews again.
At first the people thought they had done this of their own accord, but
later it appeared that it was Hampstead who was making them do it. He
was a leader. In the temporary chaos, his will alone retained its
poise, and it was the suggestion in the glance of his eye and finally in
the gestures of his hands that sent them back to their seats.
When the singing stopped, and the audience sat somewhat composed and
considering what should happen next, the minister remained master of the
situation.
To protect himself somewhat from the surging waves of humanity,
Hampstead had stepped upon the platform. He stood now with one hand
resting easily upon the back of the chair beside the communion table.
The chair was not empty, for it contained the huge, collapsed bulk of
the Elder, the upper half of whose body had sunk sideways upon the end
of the table, with his huge red face fenced off from view by one arm, as
if to shroud the shame of his features. He was inert and still. The
fragile human orchid in the chair had not been more motionless than he.
The tip of an ear, one bald knob of his head, were all that showed to
those in front; and the other arm was extended across the table, the
fingers overhanging the edge of it.
The spectacle of the man lying crushed and broken upon the very table
from which so often he had administered the communion, cast a deepening
spell over all. But it also forced on all a thought of sympathy for
this rashly misguided man, who as a spiritual leader of this church had
shown himself so utterly lacking in spiritual discernment. This was
quite in keeping with John Hampstead’s mood.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account