"Our very first emotion," the minister began, "must be one of sympathy
for this well-meaning brother of ours who has been the unfortunate
victim of a series of mistakes in which his has been by no means the
greatest. While he sits before us overcome with humiliation and remorse,
Elder Burbeck will pardon me if I speak for a moment as if he were not
here. I wish to urge upon you all that no one—least of all
myself—should reproach him for the thing which he has done. I have
never doubted that he was acting in all good conscience. The succession
of events, once it had begun to march, has been so remarkable that now,
looking back, we must each and all of us feel how puny are men and women
to resist the winds of circumstance which blow upon them.
"To me, granting the beginning of this strange series of events for
which I am at least in part to blame, it seems now that all the rest has
been inevitable. I think we should reproach no one. Certainly I shall
not. Instead, I am thinking that it is a time for great rejoicing.
That mother who has so many times shown us the better way, has shown it
to-night. Looking up to her son whose act of moral courage, witnessing
to the new character that he has been building, has made possible the
happy climax of this tragic hour—looking up to him she has said: ’I
never had so much to live for as now.’ That should be the feeling of
each one of us.
"The events of to-night must have been graven deeply into all our
hearts. None of us can ever be quite the same. Each must start afresh,
with our lives enriched by the lesson and by the experiences of this
hour.
"It has brought to me the keenest suffering, the bitterest
disappointment, that I have ever known. It has brought to me also a
deepening faith in the marvelous power of God to overrule the most
untoward incidents to His glory. It has brought to me also the greatest
gift that any man can have upon the side of his earthly relations,—a joy
so great, so supreme, so ineffable that I cannot speak farther than to
say to you that it is mine to-night; and that you look into my eyes at
the happiest moment I have ever known."
There was a movement in the gallery. A tall woman, heavily veiled, with
an air of unmistakable distinction about her, arose and mounted the
aisle step by step to the stairway leading downward.
Desiring with all the violent impetuosity of her nature to break out
with the truth that would vindicate the man she loved so hopelessly and
had involved so terribly, Marien had nevertheless been true to her vow
of silence. But she had brought Rollie Burbeck to this meeting, and she
had kept him there. At the critical moment she had sent him down to
stand beside his mother, until the young man’s clay-like soul at last
had fluxed and fused into the moulding of a man. Having seen the
mischief she had wrought undone, so far as anything done ever is undone,
she was leaving now, when the minister had begun to speak of what she
could not bear to hear.
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