Hampstead’s gaze watched the receding figure, and a poignant regret for
her smote in upon him in the midst of all his joy.
Desperately, with that enormous resolution of which she was capable,
Marien Dounay was stepping undemonstratively out of his life. But as
she went, he knew that the verdict pronounced upon him by the court was
one now pronounced upon her. All through life she would be held to
answer for the love she had slain for the sake of her ambition.
Of those who followed the eye of the minister as it marked the departure
of the woman from the gallery, some, of course, recognized her, and for
a moment they may have been puzzled over the mystery of the part she had
played in that moving drama, the last act of which was now drawing to
its end before them; but the minister was speaking again:
"It seems to me best for us all," he was saying, "to disperse quietly,
to go each to his or her own home, to our own families, into the deeper
recesses of our own hearts, to ponder that through which we have passed
and plan for each the future duty.
"Upon one point I am inclined to break into homily. The great lesson
which I myself have learned can be best expressed in the verdict of the
court at my preliminary hearing: ’Held to Answer.’ It seems to me there
is a great philosophy of life in that. In the crowding events of the
week past, I have been ’Held to Answer’ for many mistakes of mine. Some
of you must find yourselves held to answer now for the manner in which
you have borne yourselves. Our young brother, Rollie Burbeck, for whom
we feel so deeply and whose courage to-night we have so greatly admired,
will be held to answer to-morrow before his associates and the world for
his past mistakes and for his proposals for the future. But we shall be
held to answer also for our blessings and our opportunities. A great
joy has come to me. The woman I have loved devotedly, but perhaps
undeservingly, for years, has come thundering half way across the
continent to stand beside me here to-night. She brings me great
happiness, an increasing opportunity to do good. For that also I shall
be held to answer, since joys are not given to us for selfish use, but
that we may enlarge and give them back again.
"And now, though I am no longer your pastor, you will permit me, I am
sure, to lift my hand above you for this last time and invoke the
benediction of God which is eternal upon the life of every man and woman
here to-night."
"But," faltered Elder Brooks, starting up, his voice trembling, "that
was our great mistake, our great sin. You are to be our pastor again!"
The minister shook his head slowly and decisively. The Elder stared in
dumb, helpless amazement, while a murmur of dissent rose from the
congregation, but quieted before the upraised hand of the minister.
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