And then, suddenly as the photographer’s bomb lights up every lineament
of every face in the darkened room, for one single moment Hampstead saw
things clearly and in their true proportions. This Schofield was not a
man. He was a grinning devil, with horns and a barb on his tail. He was
tempting, trapping, buying him. He would not be bought. "_No, Mrs.
Mitchell, I would not sell myself,_" he had said, not, however, meaning
at all what that lady meant.
Leaning back stubbornly, his fist smiting heavy blows upon the cushioned
arm of the chair, John muttered through clenched teeth:
"No! No! No—I’ll never do it. No, Mr. Scofield, I cannot accept your
offer. I thank you for it; but I cannot accept it. The stage is to be
the place of my achievement. Why, why, Mr. Scofield, the wonderfully
flattering offer you have made to me to-night has come because of the
training incident to the cultivation of a stage ambition. If it can
bring me so much with so little devotion, is it not reasonable to
suppose that it will bring me more—very much more? I will not be so
disloyal to that which has been so generous with me."
Scofield’s countenance had suddenly and impressively changed. It became
a mask of stone, a sphinx-like thing, the brow a knot, the nose a beak,
the mouth a stitched scar. The beady gleam of the eyes from beneath
drawn lids was sinister. This fanatical young fool was escaping him,
and Scofield did not like any one to escape him.
But the young man refused to be swerved by frowns.
"Not to manage railroads," he declared enthusiastically, "but to mould
human character is to be my life-work; to depict the virtues and the
vices, the weaknesses and the strengths of life, to make men laugh and
love and—forget."
Scofield’s eyes twinkled, and his mouth became less a scar, but John
thought this was a very fine phrase really, and he rushed along:
"Life looks like a tangle, like a mess—drudgeries, disappointments,
injustices—the wrong man prospering—the wrong girl suffering! The drama
composes life. It grabs out a few people and follows them, compressing
into the action of two hours the eventualities of a lifetime and
shortening perspectives till men can see the consequences of their acts,
whether for good or for ill. The stage teaches the doctrine of the
conservation of moral energy—and of immoral energy—that sustained
effort, conserved effort is never cheated; it gets its goal at last."
"Say!" broke in Scofield; but John would not be denied what he felt was
a final smashing generalization.
"To figure the tariff on human conduct, to grade and classify the acts
of life, to quote the rates on happiness and misery in trainload lots.
That’s what I’m going to do," he concluded, with a glow upon his face.
But by this time a smile of cynic pity had appeared upon the face of the
railroad man.
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