Southward, beyond the green head of Golden Gate Park, the yellow gray of
the sand dunes and the blue gray of the sea met in a lingering, playful
kiss that swept back and forth in a long shimmering line which ran on
sinuously, growing fainter and fainter, till lost in the shadow of the
distant cliffs.
The hour was five o’clock. At eight that night John was to leave for
Los Angeles. His vacation—the only vacation of his hard-driven life—was
to end, and an epoch in his existence was also nearing its end. The
past was clear as the land behind him; the future was an area of tossing
uncertainty. Nothing appeared,—no track, no wake, no sail, no sun even.
Only far over, beyond the curve of the horizon, was a kind of strange,
unearthly glow, and on this his eye was set.
For three days his soul had ebbed and flowed like that lip of foam upon
the beach, now stealing far up on the land,—for him the backward track;
now turning and running far out to sea,—for him the way of adventure and
advance.
But now the ultimate decision was to be made. Bessie saw it rising like
a tide upon that face which once had seemed not to fit, a rapt look
which snuggled in the hills and hollows and then began to harden like
setting concrete. No one would call that face homely now. Interesting,
most likely, would have been the word.
The gray eyes burned brighter, the lips grew tighter. The chin advanced,
moved out to sea a little, as it were.
"Follow your star, John," Bessie declared stoutly, though a look of pain
momentarily touched her whitening lips. "I shall despise you if you do
not."
"The decision is made," John replied solemnly, "and you, Bessie, have
helped to make it."
Bessie did not reply; she only looked.
Silence fell between them. Silence, too, was in the heavens; the sun,
the waves, the restless wind for the moment appeared to stand still.
All nature had paused respectfully. A man, young, inexperienced, but
potential, had cast the horoscope of life beyond the power of gods or
men to intervene,—and with it had cast some other horoscopes as well.
Hampstead felt the spell his act of will had wrapped about them, but he
felt also the substance of his resolution framing like granite in his
soul and making him strong with a new kind of strength.
But soon the sun was descending again, the clouds were drifting once
more, and a gust of wind nipped sharply, causing the skirts of John’s
overcoat to flap lustily. Bessie twitched her fur collar closer about
the neck, and thrust both hands deep into the pockets of her gray
ulster. Hampstead passed his own hand through the curve of the girl’s
elbow, gripped her forearm possessively, selfishly, absently, and drew
her toward him.
Indeed Bessie was closer to him than she had ever been before; and yet
she had never felt so far away.
"Oh, but it’s great to have a woman by you in a crisis," John chuckled
happily.
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