"But our love," John protested helplessly.
"Who said ’our love,’" Marien declaimed almost petulantly. "I have not
confessed to any love."
"But—but," and John’s eyes opened widely, "you would not permit—"
"I did not permit," she flashed. "You took, and I forgave because I
told you I could understand. Can you not, blind man, also understand?
If man is sometimes man, will not woman also sometimes be woman?"
"Did it mean—no more than that?"
John’s eyes searched hers accusingly.
Her answer was to scorn to answer. She made it seem that she was
dismissing him, exactly as any heartless woman might dismiss a favorite
who had amused her for an hour, but whose antics and cajoleries had now
begun to pall.
Dazed and dumb, Hampstead seemed to feel his way backward toward the
door, where Julie came mysteriously, unsummoned, to help him on with his
coat and thrust his hat into his hand. When John turned for a last
look, Marien’s back was turned, and though the head was bowed and the
side of the face half concealed, he thought he saw a look of agony upon
it.
"Marien," he murmured hoarsely, with sudden emotion. "Marien!"
But on the instant she raised her face to him, and it was the old face,
wonderful and witching, beaming with a happy, cordial smile as she laid
her hand in his without a sign of restraint of any sort. The very
heartlessness of it completed his bewilderment. Did the woman not know
that she was breaking his heart? It killed his hope; it cowed him and
threw him into a sullen mood.
"Good-by, Miss Dounay," he said huskily.
Her eloquent eyes shot him a look in which reproach and tenderness
mingled, while her hand pulsed quickly like a heart beating in his palm.
What mood of sullenness could withstand that look? Not his. He smiled,
as if a ray of sunshine played upon his face, and amended with:
"Good night, Marien."
"Good-by, John," she answered sweetly.
The door was closed behind him before John realized that with all her
sweetness, she had said good-by, and the emphasis was on the "by."
At the corner the bewildered man turned and looked up. He could see the
lace curtain at the window, but he could not see the pillows on the
divan quivering with sobs from a soft burden that had flung itself among
them when the door was closed.
*CHAPTER XIII*
*THE SCENE PLAYED OUT*
Marien Dounay loved him, but for the sake of her own ambition was trying
to kill that love. This was the explanation which the sleepless,
tossing hours fed again and again into John Hampstead’s mind until he
accepted it as the demonstrated truth.
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