Lady Walton sat quite still; she did not attempt to touch or soothe the
girl; she did not even look at her. After a while she said reflectively:
“If you had been ten years, or even five years younger, Edith, I should
have forbidden this marriage; but you have learnt self-control; you know
what you are marrying for--and you won’t fail to receive it, because you
are not fool enough to spend your time crying for the moon. Crying for
the moon is an injurious element in married life. It is not the kind of
thing one gets.”
Edith lifted her eyes to her aunt’s.
“I have asked myself sometimes why I am doing it,” she said, and her
voice sounded hard and strained. “I am not a fool of twenty, as you
say--but Horace could have given me the moon, only he has given it
already. And--and what is so much more, auntie, I could have given him
back the moon’s equivalent. I could have filled his life with happiness,
and he can’t take it!”
“Well,” said Lady Walton, “do you regret what you are going to do?”
Edith hesitated a moment. Then she said: “Yes, and I’m going to do it.”
“I think I hear the taxi which is the preliminary of the Bond Street
boots,” said her aunt, “and if you will excuse me, my dear, I will go to
bed. It is a quarter to ten; you will send him away at half-past, cry
for half-an-hour, and then go to bed.”
“Oh, I sha’n’t cry!” said Edith, rising and resting her head on the
mantelpiece. “I don’t cry.”
“Ah!” replied Lady Walton, “that’s a great pity, my dear, because in
that case you won’t sleep. However, we each have our own method.”
It seemed a long time to Edith before the owner of the Bond Street boots
came upstairs.
She was a woman with a strong sense of humor, and so she spent the time
laughing because it seemed so extremely amusing to receive a man who is
going to marry you with a little more than the kindness of a friend and
a little less than the freedom of a lover. What made it seem so
especially funny to Edith was that she loved him; and it did not occur
to her any the less sad because it was funny, or any the less funny
because it was sad.
Horace entered, looking glum; he was feeling--as he phrased it--“a bit
of a fool.” An ecstatic or an anxious welcome would have annoyed him.
Edith met his eyes smiling, but she did not rise from her chair nor did
she burst into nervous questions; she merely said:
“My aunt told me to tell you, Horace, that she was suffering from an
acute attack of discretion, so that she would be unable to see you this
evening; it is usually followed by a relapse into curiosity, which she
expects to take place to-morrow; and you may stay until half-past ten.”
Horace sat down beside her and smiled. It was really very peaceful and
jolly; the place seemed full of flowers; it was almost like their being
together at Como. Edith was dressed in pale soft green; he liked it
extremely. He took her hand and held it.
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