Miss Lestrange had taken Leslie slowly and vaguely away; there was still
a talk of his return home--there would always be a talk of it. Meanwhile
the boy, his aunt, and an excellent tutor (almost as amenable as Mr.
Flinders) divided their time between Mallows and Brighton. The boy had
been definitely delicate; a determined effort to send him to Harrow
failed, and he was taken away once more by his aunt and tutor. Oxford
remained; he was now quite strong enough for Oxford. Still Miss
Lestrange held him back; she could not follow him to Oxford.
From time to time he visited his father. The tie between them had never
ceased to be strong; but for Edith there had never been a second chance.
The boy was beautiful as his mother had been, and suspicious with all
the hard, cramping suspicion of a weak nature. Edith’s unvarying
sweetness and companionableness roused a sharp antagonism in him; she
was “trying to get round him,” as his aunt had said. He fought Edith
because he could so easily have loved her; he pushed her away from him
because he wanted to confide in her. He treated her with a studied
polite insolence which made her dumb before him.
Horace Lestrange looked from one to the other wistfully; something was
wrong. Etta said it was Edith’s fault, and Edith said nothing, and the
boy said nothing; so it ended in Horace saying nothing too. He merely
went down by himself for week-ends to Mallows, and felt that his
marriage had been, not a failure exactly, but not very definitely a
success.
He had indeed frequently felt tenderness for his wife, and he always
felt friendship. She was his most delightful fireside and holiday
companion; they read the same books, laughed at the same things; but
they hardly lived the same life. He missed his boy with a kind of dull
ache that would have been difficult to fathom; and if it wasn’t Edith’s
fault--well--it wouldn’t have happened if it hadn’t been for her. Edith
stood with her hand on the mantelpiece gazing into the study fire; on
one side of it sat her husband, glancing through the evening paper; and,
on the other, the boy on one of his occasional visits (lately they had
been much more frequent) to his London home. He was half-smoking
cigarette after cigarette, and as Edith turned her attention to him she
was struck afresh by the expression in his eyes. It was the tyrannical
selfish face of a pleasure-seeker. She compared it, with a sharp pang of
disappointment, to the controlled, honest manliness of her husband’s
expression. Couldn’t they have made his boy more like him--have put
something better than hungry discontent into Leslie’s beautiful eyes?
“I’m going out,” said the boy suddenly.
His father looked up from his paper with evident disappointment.
“I thought Esdaile was coming in for bridge?” he said quickly.
“I think, if you will excuse me, I’ll go out,” his son repeated, with a
politeness which did not conceal his evident intention.
His father eyed him curiously for a moment, then he said:
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