“I am glad it seemed natural,” said Edith quietly.
In most married lives there is one who understands, and one who is
content to be understood. Edith read her husband’s mind as if it were a
well-known book. She knew his motives, his honest scruples, his studious
chivalry, his quiet reticence. She knew when he suffered because the
marks of it were on her own heart; she knew when he was contented,
puzzled, worried, or pleased; and he knew nothing whatever about her,
except that she was always sweet to him, and only occasionally (as we
are told all women are) unreasonable. That he was sitting opposite a
woman now whose heart was very nearly broken, who had fed in secret on
sharp misery and long, ineffectual pain, had never even dimly touched
his imagination.
Lady Walton had supposed that Edith might have a difficult time, but
that the quiet routine of married life would soon stifle the unnatural
hunger of her heart. Nothing had been stifled except expression. Edith
had thrust her own pain out of sight with strong hands; she had shut
love and anguish out of her eyes--she had schooled her lips not to
quiver and held her voice steady against the invasions of emotion; she
had taken stones for bread, and received them with pleased acquiescence,
as if, after all, her preference had always been for stones.
But when it came to Horace’s pain, to the unstilled longing of his
heart, which she could have stilled; to the silent, patient endurance,
which she could have stirred into something resembling passionate joy;
then her life rose up against her, and the bitter waters of intense and
heavy anguish passed over her soul. Ah, the sickening pressure of those
hours! While he lay beside her sleeping quietly, she clenched her hands,
and quivered with the sobs she dared not free. And then with haggard
eyes she watched the slow day dawn over London, the day which would
be--as all other days to her--the resetting of her life to sober pain.
He thought her a sensible, level-headed, unemotional woman, and she was
a creature born of flame and tears!
The hand that held the fire-screen shook a little.
“You mustn’t let yourself worry about it,” said Horace kindly, “or I
shall be sorry I’ve told you. Honestly, I don’t think it will become a
serious matter. There’s the evening post. I rather imagine that
extremely fancy envelope may be from the lady herself. My correspondents
are usually less stimulating in their notepaper.”
He read it, frowned in a puzzled way, and tossed it over to Edith. It
ran:
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