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One o'clock struck, and almost instantly she heard his door open. She
half rose, then she decided to sit where she was.
Would he never come? ... He was pottering about in the hall! Tapping
the glass now! ... How could men be so curious? ... At last the handle
turned. What were resolves? She could not help getting up, after all;
but he must speak first.
There was no need, really. His set face told her everything. He did
not come beyond the door.
"Helena," he said sternly, in a low voice that obviously considered
Lily, "I think it'll be better if we don't discuss this matter any
further. We may possibly forget. Anyhow, it's no time for childish
games. I'd already written, as you suggest to the newspapers. We
won't speak of this at all in front of Lily."
It was clearly a message learnt by heart, and with its last word the
door shut. He had never let go the handle.
Helena stood gazing after him with a face no less set than his own.
CHAPTER XXIII
SECRET NUMBER TWO
Three days passed, seeming like a year, and everything was just the
same. Each felt in the wrong, each had a grievance; and that is fatal
for a settlement.
Helena, rebuffed, was quite determined to make no more appeals: and he
was silent, that mockery of talk in front of Lily over, except that now
and then he would throw out questions--with the hard air of counsel
cross-examining--questions that showed upon what string his mind was
harping, questions to do always with the hated book. These she
answered patiently, as one who knows she has deserved her punishment.
What she had not deserved, what she would not endure, Helena decided,
was his whole treatment of her. Each afternoon he had an agent,
publisher, friend, somebody that took him into London; each night he
had some work to do--and this although he told her brutally that she
had fatally wrecked his new novel. It was a fresh routine.
Helena found herself sentenced--apparently for life--to solitary
confinement in a new-art cottage. Callers arrived, suspicious in their
frequency, but she said, "Not At Home" to all, caring but little to
feed their taste for a tit-bit of scandal. Letters came too from dear
friends who congratulated her ... but these she tore up, unanswered.
Others came from Mr. Blatchley--unctuous, consoling, full of the glad
news that sales were leaping up as a result, and sending a big cheque
as a polite advance. Helena loathed herself for not destroying this as
well; but she had sold her happiness, so why not take the price?
Besides, if Hubert's new book had really had to be abandoned,----!
"I hope to get some reviewing work," he said at the end of the fourth
ghastly lunch. "That will be something. I am off to town about it but
shall be back to dinner."
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