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She forced herself to speak in the same level tones that he adopted.
"Doesn't it occur to you," she asked, "that it's not very pleasant for
me, just now, to be always left alone? I can't go out like that, with
everybody saying that we've quarrelled."
"Are you blaming me, now?" he asked in icy surprise.
She refused to argue this; she felt that it was mean. "What am I to
do," she said, "all these lonely afternoons?"
"I should send for your good friend Alison," he answered with a grim
humour, and went out to his own room.
Helena sighed, a sigh of despair; then she got up with more energy than
during all these days, buoyed by a resolve.
Anything was better than inaction. Even a row would not be so awful as
this freezing calmness! She would do something--must!
She took his advice. She went to the telephone and left a message with
the Studio porter. She asked Mr. Alison to tea.
Then she went back to the drawing-room, and as she tidied the neglected
flowers there was on her tight-pressed lips the whole eternal mystery
of the sphinx-woman.
He arrived punctually to the moment--one second after the
tea-urn--secretly nervous but outwardly full of a relieved delight. "I
am forgiven then?" he cried, and she felt cheered already. It was
something to talk. Besides, he really _did_ look funny.... He laid on
the table some roses he had bought and now had not the courage to
present.
"I'm afraid I was a pig," she answered, nobly. One feud was quite
enough for her. "I know you never meant to do it and you were awfully
good about it all till then. You helped me such a lot."
"And I hope to do the same again," he said with an absurd little bow.
"Not give me away again?" she asked, mainly as a good excuse for
smiling. But really she felt happier already. Tea smelt almost good
again!
He looked at her with the reproachful eyes of a whipped hound. "You
know I shouldn't, you know I never meant to. And I'm afraid you'll
never trust me any more." He sighed cavernally.
"That's just what I'm going to do," she said, and then she could not
refrain from laughing, for he looked so alarmed at new responsibility.
"Oh, nothing like the other," she went on gaily, "this is a most
harmless secret."
"What is it?" he answered keenly. "Tell me?" He hoped that Brett was
teaing out somewhere.
"Well," said Helena, giving him his tea, "you know you said I ought to
follow up the other with a second book and I said no? Well, now I
think I will." She felt heroic and excited, merely saying it. It was
her new resolve.
"Hooray!" cried Geoffrey Alison, catching some of the great moment's
fire. "Blatchley _will_ be bucked. He was immensely keen."
"Bother Blatchley," answered Helena. "I think he has behaved
disgracefully and it is all his fault. But I can't stand this any
longer; Hugh won't even speak to me; besides, if I write other books
about quite different husbands, nobody can say they are all us."
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