Authors -- Fiction; Authorship -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
He was absolutely certain she loathed his marrying, and yet to judge
from the outside, nothing in the whole world could have pleased her
more than making the arrangements. She would talk for forty minutes
about buying six new pairs of socks. Her air of Willing Service
maddened him. When she had nothing else to do, she would divide her
time between telling him that he was a cold lover and assuring him that
there was no need whatsoever to worry about her. _She_ would be all
right. He mustn't think of _her_....
"I don't," he would hurl back at length, firmly convinced of her
hypocrisy (he was a great believer in his intuitions), at which point
she usually cried. Then he would go out and shake the pictures crooked
by slamming the door. At their next meeting, all forgiveness, Ruth
would take up again the subject of those socks.
Finally he abandoned all idea of finishing his novel. This would be
the first blank autumn since he started writing. He felt cross with
Fate.
In all this, romanticists will no doubt be gratified to hear, Helena
was the sole consolation.
He was pleased with her--and he was pleased with his own cleverness in
having lit upon her. If marriage was essential to him, he felt sure
she was just the very girl to be a wife who wouldn't get upon his
nerves. The more he saw of her, the more he liked her; and that, too,
was encouraging. She had, of course, come up to London with her
mother, no less busy than himself, and her delight with the great
shapeless place--its crowds, its fogs, its lights--was beautiful to
see. She never wanted to be taken to theatres or show-places; the
spectacle of London being London was enough for her, as it should be,
indeed, for any one. She loved the ceaseless motion, the sense of
something getting done; the whole feeling of energy massed in a little
space seemed to inspire this girl used only to the sleepy, uneventful
fields.
"Well, and how do you like it? How does it strike you?" he asked, as
from an omnibus he showed her, for the first time, that thrilling crowd
which passes, ant-like, this way and that, seemingly purposeless yet
always full of purpose, past the Bank of England. He loved to hear her
quaint, unformed ideas.
Helena thought for a moment. "It makes me feel so _useless_," she
replied.
She was a delightful child, Hubert told himself--unspoilt, original,
and modest. When he forgot about his ruined novel, he certainly was
happy. His unhid admiration helped a little to melt Mrs. Hallam, who
was still looking pathetically for the absolute objection which she
felt sure she ought at last to find. And all this while the day was
coming near.
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