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Ruth was always claiming to have sacrificed herself. _She_ didn't
matter. No one must consider her. She hadn't married. She gave her
life up willingly to her dear brother. If he trod on her sometimes,
she only liked to feel that he was free to wing his way to fame. And
all that sort of stuff ... when all the while, she never did a single
thing he wanted, but in the most selfish way made everything as hard as
it could be for his work, when she herself was doing nothing! What a
fuss if he was half an hour or so late for their lonely meal! How
could it matter? He was in the middle of a paragraph, sometimes: and
what did she do after dinner, anyhow? Nothing but play Patience, while
he went back to work! How could it make any difference at what hour
she dined?...
Probably to-night had been some trifle of that sort: he had forgotten,
really; but at the end of it she had stood up and said, for the first
time: "Well, I can always be turned out. There's no real reason why we
should live together."
"The first sensible remark you've made," he had replied, made
elementary by anger, and gone out to telephone to Boyd.
Why, after all, _did_ they live together? Would he be happier without
her? Or would a cook-housekeeper be worse? How did other men get on?
Most of them, somehow, seemed to marry.... Boyd would know, though--he
went to so many homes. But Boyd might say that it was not quite fair
on Ruth.... That was nonsense, though. Brothers weren't ever meant or
bound to keep their sisters, and thirty-eight was not too old for women
to get married. It was the fashionable age. Nobody now cared for
girls. Only Ruth never wanted to go out, or, if she did, it was to
some quite silly show where he could not be seen.... Well, he would
see what Boyd said. That was the best way.
And Boyd, having listened to the passionate recital in an owlish
silence, had answered: "It's quite obvious. You ought to marry!" Just
what those idiots of doctors always said. Marriage and golf were their
only two ideas, even for any one with liver.
"_Why_ ought I to marry?" he blazed out suddenly, to the surprise of
his friend, who could not follow his thought during the long pause.
"Why, my dear fellow? Because you're stagnating--because it is life's
second stage--because you've got beyond the first--because each of your
books is exactly like the last----"
This ceased to be theory. Hubert was in arms at once.
"I don't see that," he said in a hard voice, almost sulkily. "As a
matter of fact, several of the critics went out of their way to call
_The Bread of Idleness_ new, original, etcetera."
"Yes," replied Kenneth Boyd, who secretly enjoyed wounding just deeply
enough his friend's self-esteem; "the plot was different, but its
heroine the same. You had her in _Wandering Stars_; you had her in
_Life_; you've had her in them all. There is a Hubert Brett type no
less than a Gibson Girl."
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