Authors -- Fiction; Authorship -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
A bad review had just the opposite effect. He got so violent about the
critics, saying they were men who had failed to create, and any ass
could say that elephants were rotten things but it took God to make
one, and other awful things like that; or else he'd begin thinking who
of his pals read the paper where the criticism was and sometimes
even--if she couldn't stop him--write and tell them why the critic was
so down on him, which she was half afraid they must think very silly;
unless, perhaps, they were clever too, so understood.
Once, too, at the end of the first year, he quite frightened her.
Among their wedding presents, duly numerous and costly--perhaps extreme
in both respects for a suburban home--the one that Helena prized and
used most was an enamelled watch. It was the size, roughly, of a
shilling: deep translucent blue, decked with tiny pearls, and hung from
an appropriate brooch by a thin golden chain. Too thin possibly, for
on arrival home one morning from what she called her marketing, the
little gewgaw, valued for ornament and use alike, was gone. A few
links of the chain hung desolately from a brooch that, robbed of its
purpose, now looked almost vulgar.
Without thinking, without reflecting that no one was allowed to
interrupt him before lunch-time, she found her thoughts turning
restfully, in quite a wifely way, to Hubert. She knocked at his door.
There was no answer but she had not waited for one. She burst in.
The room was full of industry. The very air seemed heavy with a
wished-for silence. A clock would have been overpowering.
Hubert swung slowly round, with an expression on his face that made it
clear he was attempting not to lose touch with some great idea. He
kept a finger on the sheet before him.
Helena was rather alarmed. She had not seen his study in its present
state, and as she stood there at the door a moment, her eyes took in
the litter of loose paper; all the open books on table, chairs, and
floor; the derelict type-writer, long abandoned as fatal to all
inspiration; the velvet coat; and most of all, the worried look. Her
plaint shrank instantly to an excuse.
"Oh Hugh," she said (she never could quite manage "Hubert"), "I _am_ so
sorry, but what do you think?"
"I can't imagine," he said in a cold voice so unlike his own. "What?
Is your mother dead?"
Even Helena, so bad at scenting irony, could guess that he did not mean
that.
"Of course she isn't," she replied; "but I've lost the lovely little
watch she gave me, and I did love it so." She tried not to let too
much sorrow come into her voice. He always looked upon her as a baby,
anyhow.
Surely he was sorry? He said nothing. He looked at her so oddly that
she grew alarmed.
"Isn't it awful?" she added uneasily.
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